Friday, May 21, 2010
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back to the daily grind...studying training studying training.
cos we are responsible for our own success or failure >(
feeling really drained right now...
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10:04 PM|
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
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actually life is pretty boring.
wait.
dance night was so amazing, so many things i wanted to say but faded out over time with nothing left over but "awesome" stuck in my head. thanks to my batchmates, my seniors and those who like, congratulated me after the event and stuff (: haha thanks for making me feel socially in touch lmao. appreciated the support a lot. haha.
a bit pensive, though, about the year ahead.
nowadays the only things that keep me happy are class time and, of course, dance prac. dance prac always keeps me alive no matter how depressed i am. like i'll start grooving and forget all my misery. it really has become a part of my life. feels really good.
but otherwise apart from that im almost always moody and reserved these days. i feel as if im like just floating on in the abyss, and that feeling of me being in a foreign country just keeps getting into me i have no idea why. its crazy and it just like, spoils my mood for the whole day.
i guess my life is very boring. dance and class.....dance and class......shit man there should be more to life than just that!!?? how uncool am i.
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hey, don't feel shitty and all k. its a tough ride but just talk to me if you need i'm always around. (:
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9:32 PM|
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just keep talking guys. doesn't matter to me.
this is the right path and i have taken it. im liking it all, im LOVING the life i live now.
so go on and question me now and again. then a few months later go ahead and keep asking yourselves why you aren't achieving what you want. i don't give a shit man.
i'll just keep training, for that is all i want and all i really need.
for i deserve respect and i will get the respect that i deserve.
and by then, if any of you dare to talk back, don't even think about it.
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URRRRGH.
these few days im feeling firey and depressed. it doesn't feel good at all. i'll post a decent post in a while.
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9:10 PM|
Sunday, May 2, 2010
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blogger please have a lock post function.
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12:56 PM|
tune up --
dance night prac for the whole week has been bloody tiring. seriously 6 times a week 3+ hours a day that is just so spas -
IT DOESN'T MATTER!!!!!!!!!!street is at the top and at the bottom, we are such highlights, im telling you.
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meanwhile, breaking.
new dance style! haha.
self-prac session just now confirmed that after i cut my hair, the evolution was complete.
kay but anyway we all have to have a practice session someday. i need to find a 5th guy.
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1:35 AM|
