Monday, March 1, 2010
tune up --
tired, extremely annoyed, and feeling really awkward and explosive.
suddenly one quarter of my class leaves, and a chain of little irritants that just bug my face off. pestering me like crazy today.
im tired, i suddenly realised. im supposed to be moving out of the plateau and going further up, not just stay there and think the world is fine. i need to consciously improve, and feel good about it. not just stand around and be a nobody. people, i have big dreams. i have to stop wasting my time like this.
what happened to making it past the second round of sbcs? dude im getting nowhere.
my brain is throbbing, i need a break.
i need to comfortably smoke some poser's ass in a canteen danceoff. that'll set things straight. that happened in my dreams once. some indian scholar challenged my nuts, it was a great dream.
trust me, it felt SO good. rock by dj spinna.
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this is probably a spasm in my relatively cool and cosy life, don't mind me. i just need to find the angry will to persevere.
i need more vocabulary. and adorabelle, i always knew what it meant in GENERAL. the specifics of your words was what made me shudder. shhhh. its a secret.
who's hy?
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hey mengxia, it was a very extreme metaphor but you know im such an angel right right (A) dude i really need to know your blog and at least tag it once, i'm not worthy of your one-sided affection (:
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