everything about it is awesome or more man. ogls, ogmates, trails, treks, eas, storylines, batch dances. hahaha. shoutouts to ogls glenn jiayan sally and fangyi for making mt11 so cool. (: looking forward to ecp gathering.
nah, really, i mean it!!
its like a known fact that the first 3 months is heaven for jc life then its gonna be complete disaster movie. so might as well enjoy the first 3 months while we can. hell, its almost the end of february already. then again im trying to know as many people as well as i can. make my jc life more comfortable. so hopefully i can make as many friends as possible! :D
but i still like to antisocial.
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sd starts on monday!? crazy. i barely have time to practice a bit. but i have been watching some videos of street night and stuff, and my seniors oh man they are such a crazy bunch of people. :D hopefully not too intimidated by them. the one who has long curly hair....she seems very intimidating, forgot her name already.
im really glad i got into this cca man, i wanna learn hip hop and become really good at it. try out some things apart from breaking. though of course breaking is fun lah. i mean. yeah.
gotta learn to remove the weird facial expression first though. sigh. too used to burning and over-attitude already. nah i don't regret it lah, just gotta learn how to remove my mindset of thinking dance is a battle. weijie's right man.
sd's cool. real glad to be a part of it.
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i don't mind performing and stuff, but why so enthu? i'm very insecure about the way i dance, i really don't think im good enough to perform at all. all i wanna do is to become better than what i was before. not worthy of all the attention.
natasha studios, this is my calling for you.
22210, you are coming soon.
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3:27 PM|
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
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SHALL JUST POST LOTS OF DOTS HERE, TO GET RID OF THE YOUTUBE THING IN FRONT OF MY EPIC PLAYLIST.
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11:03 PM|
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new skin! cbox your thoughts man.
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10:43 PM|
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
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wl
i need a new skin leh
help.
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6:17 PM|
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today im a complete vegetable man. can't do nuts today.
lots of things i've gotta learn, i realise.
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training mentally. hahaha. look at the freaking blue guy. ivan from sytycd.
such a whore.
yesterday was fun, street auditions were crazy [tho i screwed up the 1st attempt yeah], ben's not-so-bbq party. nice meeting friends for one last gathering before we hols out.
just gotta continue improving. at least i now have a goal in life.
good luck to all the couples, stuff like that.
hahaha.
oh but today was so wacked up, i couldn't get out of bed cos i was aching all over. then i had an epic massage that's twice as bad as a FACIAL, for god's sake. THATS SAYIN SOMETHIN. it was crazy i felt the pain everywhere, its like, you know when they press something on the foot and it hurts it means you're sick in that area? yeah. i was dying in all areas, hence the pain.
it still hurts crazy man, i can barely type this shit. today all i can do is socialize, and watch videos. i will be posting my favourites up soon. watch this space tonight.
i hope i get into tsd. really really do.
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meech is so beastly. looks like a freaking camera fault.
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4:59 PM|
Monday, January 25, 2010
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oh, before i could bring myself to angst like crazy on my blog.
i shouldn't judge their opinion at all. i should take it as a chance to improve myself. lets go wednesday 1.30.
"Blessed are those who seek judgement, for they shall be filled." Matthew 4.
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11:55 PM|
Sunday, January 24, 2010
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auditions tomorrow.
THIS IS IT! hur hur hur epic michael jackson movie pun.
i couldn't sleep well at all last night. i dreamt that in the morning modern dance and street dance set up booths on the raffles quadrangle issueing battles between pairs of dancers. i was about to go next and was tying up my vox warsaws when i woke up and i was like DAMN, why didn't i stay inside for 3 minutes longer i would have smoked that mf
okay but im really nervous. hip hop is definitely not my cup of tea. i need to learn them routines as much as i can as fast as i can. besides im leaving the auditions early.
but my self esteem is moderately high now, i have no idea why. maybe if i step into the audition hall i will be puffed with imba enthusiasm. unstoppable rampage.
*haha thinking about it hardly any ri kid knows about me like, practicing discreetly for a year. im pretty glad that is so. epic surprise insurgence mwaha*
went to church today and prayed for a lot of people, especially a couple of people. a few couples of people. HURHURH i felt that church was pretty nice, never really explored the compound. there is actually a nice park behind the main building. i will go more often now. pretty relaxing spot.
but otherwise my main aim is to pass this freaking audition man, no matter if i get a fever tomorrow or whatever, hahahaha. J2s, you are so screwed.
heard that?
i up my ego just by daring to say that.
shouts to all who have taught and trained with me thus far. hope this year by being a member, will totally improve rj's languishing standard of dance. or at least play a minor role in it. ): which is pretty apparent, mad is just so much cooler than rj dance as of now.
i wonder what i should do for my freestyle though.
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EPIC DOUBLE POST
I LOVE MY MUSIC OKAY
FREETEMPO IS SO GREAT HE IS SUCH A BRILLIANT ARTIST
DAFT PUNK AS FREAKING WELL.
if i had a choice i will dance to etude by freetempo. no, no, really. even if i dance horribly to it. don't believe me? i have phone + speakers i will do it for you.
some people just don't know music, seriously.
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10:12 PM|
Saturday, January 23, 2010
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haha idk what to update here. school, or pre-school, has been loads of fun, seeing all my new classmates, the amazing girl guy ratio, going for lectures, playing cards, falling asleep, catching up with so many people, and y'know setting up for things to take off. it feels exciting, to be honest. I already dislike so many people but I'm looking forward to knowing those I don't intend to dislike!
most of all I'm hanging by alot of faith now, something I've never let myself do. I'll tell you how it goes yeah? meanwhile stay happy and everything! we haven't properly caught up or anything, but I think we're enough to last haha. I'll always be here if you wna bitch about school! and even though you completely disagree with everything I've chosen in JC, well, y'know. yeah. you can say I told you so.
love, everyone knows who.
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nah, all you bitches!
you haven't seen the best of me yet >)
i don't give two shits about NOBODY.
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7:51 AM|
Thursday, January 21, 2010
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okay first and most importantly, i've patched up with one of my good friends. we're cool now. thank you for the call. (: won't elaborate about it here.
today had outing with fellow 4b bros and siew. pretty cool, went window shopping with jinfu, met the people and ate lunch, played a good round of pool. very good round of pool. hahahaha. sweet.
but i think my karma got wasted when i came back cos my body started aching and falling apart when i started dance practice. like i had no energy anywhere. i guess i shouldn't have followed jinx to the gym yesterday. crazy workouts. but then the cypher was really fun, though my footwork was completely messed up. need to practice and improve much more. people improved a lot, yeoon with his airfreezes, chiap with his epic musicality, wilbert with his footwork, jordan with barely 2 weeks of experience yet able to do multiple sets like nothing.
hahaha if i don't get into street dance, thats it im gonna be a paleface loser.
its crazy how anxious i still am about streetdance, seeing that im not even caring about anything else in the world now that im completely wrecked after the practice session. i guess i really need this thing. what, im michael and my main cca is interact club? .....no.
and much as i might be going for the trials, i am NEVER going to join frisbee.
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mr kenneth low approached us while we were practicing and weaved around the conversation a little bit until finally admitting he wanted to learn breaking with us, and was interested in having a teacher-student collaboration concert in the future. it was crazy, these teachers. hahahaha. what cool people.
and this week there are like 3 new interested members. i guess the forming a more-than-5-man-crew resolution is surfacing up well after all.
and we were already thinking of a routine with teachers involved. lots of shit shaping up. thats great.
anyone interested in learning? :D
lmao.
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9:15 PM|
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
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my karma has been relatively okay thus far. been behaving well, reading the economist, times, studying, walking around and being gentlemanly, practicing for dance auditions, swimming. normal fulfilling life.
whats more fulfilling is the goal setting that has materialized from this year's proper resolutions.
lots of shit i resolved to do, won't post it here, just that i know that i haven't broken any of them. yet. all that shit and im still doing okay in catching up with personal relations - good job my man. its all good.
the silence was broken by a little bit of klingon but its perfectly fine.
but here's the freaking deal: I SHALL LEARN COINDROPS BEFORE MY FRIEND YEOON LEARNS HANDHOPS.
competitive spirit right there. will update appropriately when i am done with them coindrops. haha.
in the name of my future cca. (: hopefully.
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
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oooh, the first post of the year!
paperchain was much much cooler than expected, made me stay much longer than how much i intended to. didn't really care about the admin shit, stapling paper can actually be fun with friends around. Also got the chance to catch up with friendships and make new ones.
Also learnt that you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, in a very weird and specific way. lol.
The start of school has been a series of ups and downs though. still can't get over the humans programme shit. really wanted to get in. sigh. all im looking out for is the pathetic appeal letter i sent to mrs reavely. lol. she probably will be like aj and paperplane it away. open house was fun though, met quite a few classmates from my old school, surprisingly. eh. i think i saw someone that looked like jolene from peihwa in p3. so strange, all these old memories of me being a faggot, rushing back.
saw people like jane, deb, and others. and saw arts performances, went to booths and checked out audition dates. hanging out widda boyz.
breaking like once every 2 days to pick myself up for the audition the following monday. crazy mann, monday was still flopping around like a fish, wednesday suddenly could mill, and today continuously practicing standing mill.
ONE powermove down. this is just so chinese cultural revolution. great leap forward. and on friday 6 guys were practicing with me, how freaking sweet. never had that many in a session before. guess with great "power" comes great responsibility hurhurhurhur
crazybabyyeah.
school's boring, but should improve after a while. for now during the weekend i have to recover from my injuries and learn math and prepare for tsd auditions, write my tsd essay and read books. and do general reading to up my champion ck.
orientation camp is just going to be so fun. mt 11, here i come.
so this is the start of a post every 3 days. one of these epic new year resolutions i have come up with. i shall save that for the next post lol.
oh yah
i spoilt my earphones, i need new ones my birthday is coming soon.
