Wednesday, January 14, 2009
tune up --
today there wasn't a rehearsal, but i learnt much more. The team learnt much more too. about different people and different events.
However i really wished things would have been much simpler.
Though i have a feeling that after talentime my world will be much more different. I just had that feeling that when i was walking around the neighbourhood and listening to music on that wednesday afternoon, every step was about to change my life.
Thinking about it. it was my sudden nomination into the exco that changed my life.
Probably moor house dramafeste that changed my life.
2m07 that changed my life.
hockey that changed my life.
mediacorp that changed my life.
pei hwa that changed my life.
i had no idea that i could have changed so much especially for these last four years. I think tonight is the first time i have actually thought, or recollected, the many instances where a shift had taken place. I can't seem to find, as mr chan calls it, a peripetia, to my life. Possibly my life has been divided into various chapters, or sections.
Came in as a primary school nerd who actually wanted to join the infocomm club but liked hockey, so joined it instead. Joined debates too, but grew to have absolutely no interest in it anymore. Made awesome friends. Cracked sex jokes. Hated dancing. Scored well for all my tests.
Won U-14s. First crush :D. Monitor of class. Grades slipped. Cap 07. Played dota for the first time in my life. Started feeling out of place in my merit cca. Moses. Raffles players audition screwup. 2m07 class chalet. new zealand trip.
Poetry. 3b08. rj. nick. literature. litsem 08. rosie smith and her wrath. dramafeste. mayors 08. parodies night! eewei. my mugger notebook. picking myself up from the ashes. the vulgar words. the family problems. the maths failures. the many friends i made. bintan 08.
feb 17th.
when i saw those fireworks i just felt like crying. it had been a new year, a new dawn. i felt as if i was reborn again with a clean slate, and this time i wanted to make it good - if i could ever make an impact. One thing i had to make sure was to keep my friendships before they run. treasure them all. Also to measure my many milestones, and to find my true direction in life.
Things had began to make a massive turn. my resolutions will be left to my own knowledge, but they will be clear. really soon.
and rj will definitely be a fun experience i swear. cos at that instant, i'll make myself higher than i ever was.
i'll see to that.
turn off
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