its four days and I'm wearing my best suit, and a clown mask

this thing's eating me from inside out

torturing me by not answering my questions, ignorant

to my pleas and cries of help

and one day, I will lie in bed motionless

and my mask would visciously erupt

with bloodthirsty legged forms spilling from my many orifices

that have hollowed me out day after day.

I say what I feel, I feel what I say. this is not a poem, it's a statement.

lots of interesting stuff happens these few weeks though I have been too dao to record them every day. I have many things to talk about, many things to say to many random people, but I do not have much to say now cos its around 2. So pardon me if you do not hear anything from me about you mann. I strangely do not have anything much to say, but here goes. and yeah I would always know that the person I am referring to would know that I am referring to him or her.

3B ftw. I realize that this class could be like, the coolest class in the level. the other classes are all super mugger and stuff, but I bet this is the only class that does all that crazy shit NORMAL CLASSES do. the rest hump their books, at least we are sensible enough to just do away with books for once lah. and yeah jeson stop conjugating French verbs. and dun tiise bugguv lah he's kuite a naice gai. lol just kidding .

you dam I dunno leh. I mean ok great now you have a social life, but now you have kind of a lot of problems with your life, emo and everything. Just remember, though I may seem slacker, or not as pwnage/hardcore as you guys as debating, I still feel for what you guys think about. Do tell me if there's anything wrong k?

hahha reminiscience was obviously something you should be thinking about yourself. (: you rock man and you're awesome, serious awesome. Good thing is you're starting to open up. into this spanking cool new cool side of you. Which totally feels good and we talk really well and its awesome. Rock on (: I've never believed in this side of you ever in my life till now and I'm enjoying it (: Kia Ora girl.

thanks for being my punching bag. you're a total whack in the ass with your skills and all. you'll go really far in life and you always make me sound like some astrologist which sucks. And I bet you haven't done your higher Chinese compo lah. I can't believe you're actually becoming prefect tomorrow! You suck! Lol continue rocking on.

and last of all, wake up dearie. you've changed a lot. and I hate to see you change.

thanks, WHOEVER MADE THE PREVIOUS POST.

mike here lah.

and yet again, i

wanna hug you, hug you

tight in my arms forever

under a spotlight on no one's stage

eternal darkness, the silent

audience gone, none to see,

speculate this one light, this

brightness reflecting passing days,

years, sun to set, seasons away from

our void, you and i. Be damned

real world, of vibrancy and emotion,

for your sections, your consequences.

We will stay, huddled in lapse of time

from cruel reality, crouched together

ourselves company. Nothing's present,

nothing matters, we'd rather

nothing in this world at all

ourselves.

and yet again, i

wanna hug you, hug you

tight in my arms, forever

under a spotlight on no one's stage

Hockey, debates, academics, life.

Tonight is long.

sarang in gyo.

I do have things better to do (like pbq essay ): ) but well here's a quiz I thought was interesting. List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people in no particular order. Remember not to mention what those ten people are.

1. You just puzzle me. I mean I just do not know what to say to you every time we have a conversation together. Though we may seem like friends, I find you very hard to talk to, harder than anyone else I know. Its really a puzzling thing that we are still friends. Rather close friends at that. And good luck with your personal life.

2. Lol you're a really imposing character. You would do well in life and I know that you would succeed when you grow old. I really am proud of knowing you as a friend. Though you keep ___________ me all the time, I have to admit that you are a person I think really deserves what you work hard for. keep it up mann.

3. You look good. Yeah but well though you're nice to talk to, I can't help but think that you're a tad too self-conscious. Maybe the pretty thing is getting to your head. But you're a really fun person at heart. Stay as that girl you were in primary school. Don't get yourself bitchified mann.

4. We relate very well but I seem to disagree with you, or think of things in a different way from you. We never argue, but somehow or another we have grown from two really similar characters to such different personalities. You will do far in life, but please, try being happy along with it. Sometimes the best decisions aren't always rational. However, I respect the decisions you make. Besides, they are not really wrong.

5. Lol you're just awesome. Weird, funny, sarcastic, great to talk to, all-smiles, cool girl you are XD but lol you once hated me. Now I'm not sure. You seem to conceal your feelings really really well. I hope that disagreements over.

6. Sometimes you rock, sometimes you don't. I just cannot differentiate, or distinguish, your personality. I don't really care about your immature outer shell, but when it comes down inside, sometimes you could be really sweet, sometimes you can just be asking for a kick in the groin. I just don't know which side is the real person. Which sucks seriously.

7. You're really popular and friendly, yeah. And I can safely say that without your glasses you look really cute. XD Am quite surprised now about how we knew each other and how that developed into some kind of quirky but relatively strong friendship. but when you get pissed off you are really, really scary. But you don't get pissed with me often so hey! we're cool, we're cool. Have fun.

8. Hahha you rock mann. You and your "flirting techniques" to teach others. GET A GIRLFRIEND FIRST LAH. and you owned and really helped me a lot for our class last year. You really got that team bonding spirit going. ftw and hey dude, no leisurehealthspaing.

9. I dunno why I put you on this list. You're really puzzling. And I don't understand why you seem to hate me so much. I mean, it is really weird because I hardly ever go against you, but you seem to pick an argument every time we meet. It just boggles me.

10. And you. Haiz. What should I say except that you're the best girl I've ever met. I hope our sibling relationship can last for as long as possible. Thank you so much and its quite obvious who you are. Thank you for helping me all the way. And you have a potential to be cute(r), just take off the glasses and grow a bit taller and whoo! sexaye. XD hugs.

Uhhuh! HAVE FUN GUESSING MWAHAHAHAHA.

even I would have trouble guessing in a few days actually.

Mike