Lol so 14 days of not posting = dead blog in the eyes of some people.

Well now I don't really think too pessimistically anymore, though maybe I should start being so, as maths ta is just round the corner. Did anyone even realize that TJs was over so fast!? I think it barely seems like a week or two after the competition ended.

Strangely everything is heading in the right direction. hmmm very queer. Hockey is starting to pick up, debates as well. Clearing the rust, continuing the ball. Literature is super fun, and the maths teacher salvages the horrible subject. I don't owe Jeson money, my class is super ownage. Actually I can safely say that life is great.

I have nothing much to say leh. But actually I am quite scared of my health. Some random guys noticed white hairs on my head O.O oh shit. eww, then my debate coach michelle said that I looked like a drunkard cos of my tucked out shirt, my deep eyebags and pale face etc. Must be the 4-hour-rest problem kicking my ass. Coming to think of it, last time I thought that 10 was already a very late time to sleep. Now I keep hearing the 12 bell ringing.

Sigh. what kind of an RI life is that. And hsien needs to take care of aunt for tonight. how how how.

Haiz what matters. I'm still glad of Sec 3 life SO FAR. Lets see how I am pushed to the limits, lets see how I crumble to the floor. ):

and thanks hsien for supporting me all the way. (:

I think I'll say that almost every time I post.

-I need to revive this dead blog-

lol that's why I'm here. a new year, new perspectives on life. and I hope I will have the perseverance to record it down on this webpage.

I just knew that this year will be a horrible year. facing challenges and stuff. a fun year but a terrible year at that. just wanted to take this chance to thank my friends from 2m, hsien, etc for being with me all the way for the past year. 2m was really ownage, really very sad to part with them.

3b 08 rawks actually. its really cool. made lots of new friends at obs. cheers haozhi, sup, clement, benn, renjie, arun etc. Speaking of obs, I really miss it even though the five days were seriously sad. I hated the time I was hiking with that ownagely heavy bag on my shoulders as I trekked. I felt myself getting shorter. but after the kayaking I realized that the moment I step out of this place, I would have to revamp myself. I would. I would treasure my friends, treasure my opportunities. I would learn from my mistakes, take everything steady, try not to be distracted.

I come back with a tan, a backpack, a crumpled certificate and a nice orange wristband, reminding me of the precious moments I would miss in obs, kayaking and crazily singing songs at the head of the team. when I reach home and go down to buy dinner, I see that supermarkets now seem empty. full of irrelevant material luxuries. strangely it's a rather interesting perspective to things. It makes me feel as if I take lots of things for granted back at home.

This feeling is now fading away, but I will never forget these memories. This has changed practically every aspect of life I see. I suddenly want to do work. I want to make friends. I feel like crying everyday though not knowing why. When I was in tjs I was shocked but I decided to work hard for it (surprisingly! I would have quit immediately), facing the odds, meeting challenges, failing, and meeting them again.

My taste of music has changed too. Soft raps, clinging piano music in the background. smooth.

Hsien, you go sis. do well in debates, I'll be there for your cheem rants even though you speak so fast I dun understand half of what you are saying sometimes.

All the best for 2008.