Saturday, October 27, 2007
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force me to post lah. fine lah. :/
ok a few things to sum up the week, which was TOTALLY GREAT.
1. I apparently lost adi's handphone.Note apparently. Apparently adi passed to me his handphone and i used it to call my mum. yeah i borrowed it from him then i gave it back but he was not there so i had to keep it for the weekend. on monday morning i intended to give it back but i was late for school and on monday afternoon i had hockey training so only monday recess was available so i went down during recess and i didn't see adi but i saw FOUR OF HIS CLASSMATES. so i gave it to them and said THIS MUST BE GIVEN TO ADI CHEW. twice. they just looked at me with a blur face and i thot they knew and remembered. and thought that surely it would be quite simple to pass it to adi when he would AFTER ALL BE COMING BACK AFTER RECESS TO COLLECT HIS BLOODY PAPERS. BUT THEY BLOODY WON'T PASS IT TO HIM AND ITS NOW GONE SO I AM TO BLAME FOR TIS BLOODY MESS.
SO THEN THE MUM CALLS ME AND EXPECTS ME TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. wow responsible is a harsh word. I contacted the school admin, wrote a page length report on what exactly happened, proceeded to beg the admin to assist me in the investigation. and they were like "I DUN CARE I WAN THE PHONE." "i contacted the school admin" "i know you have done a lot but there are many inconveniences blablablalbalblablalbalblablablalblabalbabakblablalbalblablalobalblablalbalblablalbalblablalbalblablalblalbalblablalblablalbal yaddayadda and then i was like look. take this 20 bucks i will pass it to you tomorrow you can run along and go buy yourself a free phone and 1 month of student plan subscription.
"but no there would be too much hassle of cancelling the line and reputting in the sim card! (oh my zomfg.) YADDA YADDA"
*squints* zomg it was so refreshing can.
2. Mp3 player.i wanted to call that guy with adi's handphone because my handphone was spoilt, and i was calling this guy called sarun. and this sarun is this guy who is using the project corner. and this project corner is in hml. hml is the place where MY MP3 PLAYER GOT STOLEN BY SOME DUMB FUCK THAT HAD NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO CHECK BEHIND ALL THE COMPUTERS TO FIND ANY SHIT THAT IS STUCK INSIDE AND TAKE AWAY ALL OF THEM.
fine it was my fault. i didn't expect that leaving it alone in a safe place guarded by the librarians is not good enough to stop those thieving rafflesians. wah oh man. who can stop the thinker the leader and the pioneer.
3. Results.My drop in marks explains everything.
Mugging isn't good enough. Especially if someone is stupid like me. can't even juggle this with ccas and a rather okayishly vibrant social life. I thot it was going to be fine.
Wow, i failed maths. i ruined my ra and desperate for appeal. i scraped geog science and chinese 3.6. Science is my second highest and second most hated subject. MEP is my highest and iamgoingtoquitit subject. English is supposed to be my most favourite subject, but i got 52 percent for the eoys. History is the subject i mugged the hardest for and i got the second lowest.
wow. just brilliant.
4. Hockey training.And all my fitness died. used to be a steady third in my batch in at least fitness. or fourth. or last. whatever. I deteoriated from last time after the eoys. i cannot pace without panting. when i tried to sprint after the 400s, my lungs started painfully contracting. I cannot survive the circuits. the wukung thing of putting your legs 90 degrees and putting your hands out is totally ridiculous and i cannot even stand it for more than two sets.
no fitness, no skills, i am fucking dead.
this sucks.
5. Brush with an accident.And you thought with all this the only way you can go is up.
No.
Walked down the stairs in the night and i slipped and fell. my legs were aching and my arm was on the railing. i fell down 3 solid steps and i almost thought i was going to die a horrible death when my backbone almost was about to reach the floor.
My arm stopped me. close call but oh my fuck i am so jinxed.
6. ooh. mike's a fucking despo.Wow. that was just crazy. i dun want to be sued for rude blogging so i shan't curse up here. i shall just say that if she's your girl just fucking go for it because i dun really fucking care. i don't incest cos she's just a bloody made up sister and i better things to be worried about on my mind. so don't come running and talking about some crap behind my back and not even approaching me about it even when i see you every day. clear your doubts first before you make assumptions. i dun really have much time for this shit.
7. and my cap.my literature skills are down the drain. i see the performances put up in the litsem, and gradually, as i laughed, i realised that i have been missing out on a lot. i am losing to not just the pure litfags but also to other normal school students in my area of interest. whic may sound jealous but after all the effort i have put in, it just sounds freaking sad. i hate this i need to brush up on everything. even this.
oh my goodness.
what a great week, really.
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11:24 PM|
Monday, October 15, 2007
tune up --
hmm I guess I have been In a hiatus for a long time. ): haha and now my blog is almost dead.
well, you can’t blame me though, cos through this hiatus I had lots of things to do. yes, even now. From 5 – 13th October, I was mugging for my exams. not to forget the time before that doing projects and angsting. Practically no one has the time to blog during that period mann. I dun want to talk about how long I slept every day. even before history I would mug until 3 just for the dam marks. (thanks to 2 CERTAIN SOMEONES whom I cannot stop talking to). it was only until maths and science that I lagged a bit. strangely, those are my two worst subjects. I hate science and maths. its screwed up because I dunno how to do it.
then after that, a few seconds before everyone screamed and shouted, I excused myself for the motherfishing mep exam. -_- never mind it was over in 3 hours, and WHEEEEEEEE!!!! HYPERRANDOM MODE. exams were over. No more angsting – I hope. FREEDOM! LIBERATION!
time to overheat my xbox.
time to rip my rubik’s cube apart.
time to lan till I drop dead.
time to piss off my mum by rebelling against what she wants me to do.
time to do ANYTHING I LIKE because I don’t have a reason not to.
when I came back home, my mum was like, “hey you think you can play is it!”
“yah.” Silence.
“Go do your work!”
“what work?”
“Go practice your piano!”
“I’m quitting in a few weeks anyway.”
“Um, go pack the house.”
Damn. the house was messy. but nevermind, she always goes to work 12 hours a day so I don’t really care. I swept the floor and the moment the door went *click* I ran up to my room and switched on the monitor to reveal a paused game of warcraft. :D yay.
I played for dunno how long. I bought a rubik’s cube, and I downloaded warcraft 3 from Thaddeus, and I swore to master it. I tried. Seriously tried. No prizes for guessing that I never switched off warcraft from my computer for 3 days in a row. I spent these 3 days experimenting with different creatures in the scourge while trying to kill off 4 noobie ais at the same time. I couldn’t take my eyes off the computer, and my hands off the keyboard. If I did that was because either the com was lagging, or I went to sleep, or get my meals.
When that’s the case, I would whip out my rubik’s cube, and start fiddling with it and wondering how to fix it. yes, WONDERING how to fix it. when I finish one side, I wonder how to fix another side without spoiling the previous one. when I asked darvin and anyone else about it, they explain me through a series of “layers” based on certain algorithms!!!!!?!? (pukes) forget it. haiz would ask davin to teach me. for now I just fiddle around with my cube whatever way I want it.
So as you can see, inside = dota. outside = rubiks cube.
that’s all I have done through three days. actually most of it is dota. and dota is making my life go crazy.
You know what happens when you play too much com games rite? you will get a fricking hangover XD (the morning after you will feel totally satisfied but ahwell) I don’t get it too fast for warcraft, but after three days I started to get really tired. And totally addicted to the game as well.
I will finish the game, and collapse on the bed, and my mind would imagine the creeps swarming onto me, and “the scourge pwned mike’s head for 215 gold.”
“FIRST BLOOD!”
and when I try to get myself up again, I see terrorblade going into metamorphosis. “I’m blind, not deaf.” “easily.” zomg. I felt really insane. that’s why now I’m on rehab. I shall PERHAPS PROBABLY TRY to CONSIDER quitting dota. FOR NOW. TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.
:/
So far I haven’t really expanded on my social life. that can be done after this peaceful period. yeeeees, my social life rests in the hands of my marks.
GAAAAAAAAAH.
damn. I have had two class outings in 3 days. and another one tomorrow.
2M would be so much more interesting but so much more time consuming than a girlfriend.
lets not think about separating yet, guys. leave that till the last, then the tears will flow. damn man but I hate to think of it.
oh yah upon the request of yiwen, here are a few additions.
24. He’s strong and handsome, she’s pretty as an angel in
many ways, none other than yiwen and ____________.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ok signing off. hope all you “UPDATE!!!!”ers are happy now. ):
harassers.
Labels: bla. exams. bla.
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12:38 AM|