boom boom chick.

2010-06-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

moved! i hate this place.

will leave this here for memories though.

minimonkeyjazz.tumblr.com

2010-05-21T22:04:00.001+08:00

back to the daily grind...studying training studying training.

cos we are responsible for our own success or failure >(

feeling really drained right now...

2010-05-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

actually life is pretty boring.

wait.

dance night was so amazing, so many things i wanted to say but faded out over time with nothing left over but "awesome" stuck in my head. thanks to my batchmates, my seniors and those who like, congratulated me after the event and stuff (: haha thanks for making me feel socially in touch lmao. appreciated the support a lot. haha.

a bit pensive, though, about the year ahead.

nowadays the only things that keep me happy are class time and, of course, dance prac. dance prac always keeps me alive no matter how depressed i am. like i'll start grooving and forget all my misery. it really has become a part of my life. feels really good.

but otherwise apart from that im almost always moody and reserved these days. i feel as if im like just floating on in the abyss, and that feeling of me being in a foreign country just keeps getting into me i have no idea why. its crazy and it just like, spoils my mood for the whole day.

i guess my life is very boring. dance and class.....dance and class......shit man there should be more to life than just that!!?? how uncool am i.

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hey, don't feel shitty and all k. its a tough ride but just talk to me if you need i'm always around. (:

2010-05-11T21:10:00.002+08:00

just keep talking guys. doesn't matter to me.

this is the right path and i have taken it. im liking it all, im LOVING the life i live now.

so go on and question me now and again. then a few months later go ahead and keep asking yourselves why you aren't achieving what you want. i don't give a shit man.

i'll just keep training, for that is all i want and all i really need.

for i deserve respect and i will get the respect that i deserve.

and by then, if any of you dare to talk back, don't even think about it.

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URRRRGH.

these few days im feeling firey and depressed. it doesn't feel good at all. i'll post a decent post in a while.

2010-05-02T12:56:00.001+08:00

blogger please have a lock post function.

2010-05-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

dance night prac for the whole week has been bloody tiring. seriously 6 times a week 3+ hours a day that is just so spas - IT DOESN'T MATTER!!!!!!!!!!

street is at the top and at the bottom, we are such highlights, im telling you.

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meanwhile, breaking.

new dance style! haha.

self-prac session just now confirmed that after i cut my hair, the evolution was complete.

kay but anyway we all have to have a practice session someday. i need to find a 5th guy.

2010-04-25T10:06:00.003+08:00

200 posts...god its been long.

so many thoughts i have in mind but have no idea how to phrase them, don't feel like openly shouting them out.

i have been thinking of what i have been going through for the whole of last year, training non-stop from the lift lobby to the lowest basement of bukit timah shopping centre, going to esplanade subways, entering cyphers, getting smoked, listening to music, watching people and watching how other people watch me, having my ego trampled on by other dancers, going to watch competitions, learning from others, watching videos of born, having a battle outside my house, listening to music, silently marking and experimenting with steps, grooving to the beat, sweating like a mad dog, sleeping, listening to music, tiring myself out like shit, saying no to outings to practice, dying, crying, practice, practice, practice.

add an "alone" to all of the above and that will how i have been training for all of the past year full stop.

i've practiced hard. i've practiced alone. it wasn't easy. no, it wasn't.

i've gone this far, and this is definitely not the end. one reason for training that hard was to get into street, and here i am. all this training was to show everyone that i know, especially the dancers who i first met in the dance studio, that i can do it, im just as capable as reaching your standard as you are.

this mindset will never die, as stubborn as i am. this goal will be etched in my mind forever, as well as the aggressive, passionate attitude i have developed towards dancing.

yet i know right now i am wrong.

i am in a team - a team of competent, gifted dancers, a batch with the same passion for dancing.

i have joined street dance, and am in an extremely talented batch. yeoon, clive, weijie, mansi, crystal, syidah, nan, joong, di, geraldine, danielle, mandi, juliet, yuhan. 3 months in, and we are performing onstage. how cool is that.

through my process of learning breaking, i have met yeoon, chenwei, wilbert, michael lee, wei jie, dat, wee kien, troy, weihing, zanthe, nandita, teri, and so many others who have ventured past the babyfreeze to learn more about the dance, and enjoy it as much as, or even more than i do.

big shoutouts though, to yeoon and chenwei, who have been breaking with me ALL this while. cannot thank you two enough. you bros should know how i feel.

i am not alone, and hence i should not feel so.

thus i won't train hard. i won't give it my all in the performance. i won't show the world how much respect street deserves.

WE will train hard. WE will give it our all in the performance.

WE will show the world how much respect street deserves.

whew!

2010-04-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

life this week has been a retarded flurry of rehearsals and practices that have been enjoyable yet taxing on the brain and body.

everything's a blur now, its passing so quickly before my eyes - my life in my cca and my class....im missing every moment before it happens.

or probably its cos im too shagged out to take a mental note of all that passes by.

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why am i not disappointed? probably cos my ultimate goal might not be to lead, but to excel. the decision helped me rethink my directions in jc, and what i know now is i will never cease to improve.

im glad that i am able to serve street in the position i have the privilege to uphold.

but in any case, i will never back down.

i'll have a daily countdown, i'll have an extra rep for every set. whatever.

watch out for me, all of you!

2010-04-18T17:36:00.003+08:00

how many words do i need to summarize my life this whole week.

fuyo. songs. dancenight rehearsals. danceworks. chitchat.

my life is officially taken over.

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on the other hand i feel as if im turning into some machine. sorry to my friends who haven't been hearing much of me lately. just will never feel like talking. at all.

2010-04-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

ooooh. all laced up and ready to go.

fuyo interschool again.

(:

gonna be fun.

2010-04-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

PUSHIN THE LIMIT

this week
next week
week after
week
after
week

RAWRRRRRR

2010-04-03T16:21:00.003+08:00

it was 10 pm and i was reading wuthering heights in my sister's bedroom, and she was on her study table mugging psychology.

my sister and i started talking about life and all, and school, and dance. heart to heart talk, you could say. rasyidah also happened to be in the room and we talked about wuthering heights, and how it was so difficult to analyse it. nandita as well. mainly talked about the first half of the book cos we only read till the 1st half. then we talked about danceworks and yihuan and tessa entered the room, and we like had a heartfelt sharing of how life would be after the competition, and after the j2s stepped down.

suddenly the bedroom lights flickered shut one by one, the main light, the study light and the toilet light. and then all that was left was the study lamp, which shone brightly for around 5 seconds. i was staring at it cos i had nothing else to stare at, and then it suddenly dimmed to the normal glow. i thought it was a blackout, and i wanted to put away my book but my book was gone. and i looked around and everyone was gone, including my sister.

i spent around 5 minutes processing what had happened. i realised it was 2 o clock in the morning, my mum was asleep and was sleeping the wrong way, my sister had slept in the guest bedroom, and i had been dreaming for 4 hours.

actually im not sure, when exactly did i sleep? when exactly did i wake up? can you tell?

all i can say is that it was REALLY REALLY COOL.

2010-04-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

should i post the next post? okay fine then, i will delete it after a few days.

2010-04-02T20:23:00.003+08:00

fun time at esplanade today. met hwach bboys like kahhow zomg. and nelson, and stuff. oh, they learn really fast its barely two months!? not bad already....

pretty good. things turned out well. cypher was cool. haha.

but friend 6 days a week man saturday there's prac. but nevermind its gonna be aite

xinyi you must trust me.

2010-04-02T10:42:00.003+08:00

somehow or another school stretched till late at night, and i had free blocks all the way till assembly at 12mn. i went to the bio lab to say hello to my science classmates. hong en, haozhi and bryce were in the class using microscopes and were all in white blazers.

i was wrestling with bryce when i realised that yihuan was the lab assistant. i said hi to yihuan and she went "omg you are in 11SO7D as well!?" and im like "haha yeah...i mean no im just stopping by to say hi to my friends. you are their mentor or something?" "yeah" then she showed me some stuff under the microscope. i think it was a plant or something like that. then bryce challenged me to a dance battle and i declined, said bye and walked out of the bio lab.

after a quick camwhore session with my class we made our way to assembly at a weird place i have never really seen before in the school compound, looked like the canyon where the 3 witches reside in the movie 'stardust'. we played weird games like balloon making, arithmetic and shit, and then it all ended with a few hundred balloons soaring up into the sky. the night sky so didn't really see much. there were lots of stars though. then lim lai cheng made a speech through the pa system and we proceeded back to the assembly area. while lim lai cheng was talking yihuan suddenly walked onto the podium towards her and grabbed the microphone from her. she was sweating and looked ultra pissed off. she started talking about PW. then i heard yen lin scream something like "ITS YOUR FAULT" and yihuan screams "NO ITS YOURS" and a huge squabble ensues between a lot of girls at the back right of the assembly hall. very scary and llc starts screaming as well.

then my mum screams at me to wake up.

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sorry guys, i just had to write this down somewhere.

2010-03-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

i find rj streetdance really, really annoying. honestly.

in practice we laugh, sing, dance, joke around, take warmups seriously, talk cock, spaz out, stone, double whacko, scream, and do blindfolded six steps.

all that fun stuff going on in training, and we study hard and study well too.

and we go for competitions too. and we win for choreography too. costumes too. we just completely landslide thrash other teams too.

its not fair. why is streetdance so awesome?

i think this cca is just too cool for school. thats why the school gave miss ng permission to cut down our numbers. i find going for street, staying back for street, absolutely worth the time. no i don't think about that i just like, enjoy the companionship and friendship and stuff.

and my freakishly pro classmates. hahaha. one of which hasn't finished her tsd assignment.

absolutely inspired by my seniors. DUDES, YOU GUYS.......will miss you guys.

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i can safely state a random, interesting yet relevant word describing any person in my class.

adorabelle - fujou
anthia - bangs
ellie - SNSD!!!!
rachel - starfish
greg - half-indonesian
isis - bubbles
wenjian - loserbag
leena - pencilbox
ben - leathercups
sarah - barailles
rasyidah - ibu
nandita - charlie
siti - awesome
tricia - redunkulous
vann - hair-win
hieu - soccer
pierce - tolstoy
joel - roxy
peiyi - wtf

spend one more term with my class, i could probably come up with a quote for EACH dude

dammit 11ao1e is awesome as WELL. all the karma in my life has been used up in these two years.

sigh. no one stands a chance. tuesdays are awesome.

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tari zanthe meiying kenneth chiap yeoon me.

coooooool. hahaha. (:

awkward turtles.

2010-03-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

2010-03-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

priorities for this week:

1. danceworks.
2. mugging econs and math.
3. turtle time.

epic on her good books strategy. on her good books - epic strategy.

2010-03-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

ooooh. stomachache. suffering.

damn i didn't update for the whole holiday.

lots of shit happened, okay not really uh, okay actually quite a lot of shit.

but its very easily summarized.

monday streetnight prac 8.30 - 11.30, breaking prac 11.30 - 3.30
tuesday streetnight prac 8.30 - 12.30, danceworks prac 3.30 - 7.
wednesday streetnight prac 8.30 - 12.30, danceworks prac 2 - 7.

crazy 24 hours non-stop.

okay but im really really nervous about danceworks though, id much rather practice more so i don't fuck up in case anyone falls ill on the day. damn.

life goes on without my homework. till i realise during the weekend there is homework.

anthia cx, i agree with your facebook status.

oww....stomachache.

2010-03-13T21:31:00.004+08:00

2010-03-13T19:44:00.003+08:00

last week i dreamt that i had a date with snsd's seohyun.

i had her on facebook and contacts, and it was very weird cos in the dream i felt that it was normal for me to have her contact, as well as the contacts of the other snsd members. she called me one night and confessed her crush on me and i was hyperventilating. i wonder if i would do that when my future wife asks me out. i went on facebook to check out her updates and she was having a cameo with other snsd members in a blockbuster starring shu qi, one of those epic actors.

i forgot which mrt stop i alighted at for the date, there was a large carrefour in the shopping mall i was heading towards, then i heard seohyun shout my name in joy and i turned around to the other side of the bed where my mum repeated my name and told me to wake up.

i couldn't make sense out of it but it was goooooooood son.

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wednesday's street prac was very controversial.

(:

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moving on, project work was boom boom pow.

"that was awful." 7/12.

so maybe i am graded as a slacker, but that would mean i will be put with the muggers. haha. suck it.

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studies going fine, literature is pretty much a blast, lots of things to learn about donne's poetry. epic wit with the dying and rising. i need to buy wuthering heights and mug the crazy shit out of it.

theatre studies too...mr lyon is a genius who introduces us to other geniuses. win.

economics, i like the subject, but the tutor is a

math oh man don't talk about it, anti-victory. E.

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hamzah pointed at my 95 dollar shoes on wednesday while discussing about danceworks footwear. he proceeded to mention that in peninsula plaza, there were skater shoes that were originally 69.90, but now are 9.90.

first i was like, what a suave deal! what intentions does the owner of the store hope to achieve through the epic price of these shoes. perhaps it was some serious promotional marketing strategy to attract specific target groups like us.

then again thinking about it economic-wise might be a mistake cos peninsula plaza was the place with 2 sex shops of the same company located at both sides of the same street, and had 6 clothing shops run by the same boss.

i guessed if what hamzah said was true, they either robbed those shoes, or they are probably willing to let me pay the remaining cost through a night of mat gang happy slapping victimization. hoho.

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street dance prac on friday and saturday was yeaaaaaaaaaah.

LT win. oh but i saw myself on video, damn dude slipping on camera is not good.

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i guess dramafeste was cool.......lots of people were involved.....

mt was the best.

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i love my class and rajaratnam block. someone upload the groupshot now please, i will edit this post when that happens.

no one's tagging again. assholes.

2010-03-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

just reminding myself i've been through these things, maybe will talk about them tomorrow

1. dreamt of having a date with seohyun

2. the demon of street

3. 11ao1e, project work

4. studies

5. peninsula shoes.

one thing i can promise myself though, is that im gonna be in a different league from my peers. i will work hard this year, both in dance and in studies. life is well, my targets are set, im easing into the flow of 4-5 trainings a week and a busy school term. bonded with my classmates and (some) ccamates, seniors, looking forward to a great year.

2010-03-08T23:47:00.004+08:00

street /str'iːt/

(noun)

Synonyms: road, way, avenue, awesome

Definition:

1. A road in a city, town or village, usually with houses along it.

There were a few poseurs lying on the street.

2. An exclamation in response to an astounding feat.

Ye oon's nikes are so street.

3. A co-curricular activity in Raffles Junior College unparalleled in terms of coolness, style and enthusiasm.

I am a member of street.

check it.

2010-03-06T21:24:00.002+08:00

ihc runway was kay....i guess mt deserved to get a 2nd place. its okay guys we are all rounders and we weren't even models so we are awesome that way.

congratulations ares for winning (2nd) (i think) in hc dramafeste!!! you guys put up a great show. natalee im proud of you (: hope you guys had fun with the process and all. heh. df was cool, found old friends, sorta made new ones, bla. rounded up my week.

once again its the weekend yet i love the weekend much more, its a telling sign that schoolwork is piling and i seriously need to get jiggy with it. fuck, there's tsd to worry about too. i thought there were only 2 econs papers.

taking an epic break from hiphop, 2 days without it. monday comes the grilling again man.

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nut: see i told you he looks gangster right!!

kinda pondered about me looking really scary even when emotionless. well i could take it as a good thing cos i don't really wanna know the people i don't know. and i want my friends to know that when i look happy i really am.

i guess if i have a crush, this would have to change though.

whats life like when you have a crush, i almost forgot. everyone around me has hearts flying everywhere. haha. i shall remain indifferent about this.

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my social skills are inversely proportionate to stress, so meanwhile don't blame me if i shoot you down or be an ass or whatever.

my sense of humor might still be there though.

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im eating recess in the rj canteen when suddenly an indian scholar goes up to me and asks you're mike right? and im like yeah and he goes stand up, i wanna battle you and he takes a boombox and flings it onto the table where i sit and i stand up and look at him with the are you sure you know what you are doing face, then the music plays, the crowd gathers, my classmates ccamates cheer, it turns out to be my favourite dance song, he turns out to be a complacent unglam loser and i smoke the living shit out of his ass while smiling.

Michael Ng likes this.

hot damn, this dream 2 weeks ago. why did i wake up out of it.

i guess im subconsciously racist.

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soon yihuan will ask the j1s who the hell latrelle is. hahahahahahahaha

2010-03-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

4th day of dance practice. im on a positive x graph right now, just going up slow and steady. more people should watch and learn.

i need to join natasha studios right away. after danceworks.

i honestly think my seniors are really cool people.

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had fun talking to chiap today. much as he's learning ballet, in my heart his street cred is still all good. just don't let me see you wearing a leotard. and come the following thursday.

when it comes to exclassmates classmates or good friends i totally attach myself to them and treat them extremely differently from how i would treat a random stranger i don't really care about. hence im in fact extremely sensitive to whatever they do or think that is related to me. explains the times when i think people are daoing me, and feel emo about it. tall soft boy. hahaha the worst times is when i think people dao me and i dun even know why. lol. but that just applies to my friends. i don't need the rest of you idiots.

i think i need to sleep early, and think about whether i should distance myself more or open myself up more.

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lets mesmerize the crowds in front of the black mirrors.

deadmans.

i wanna have overnight street sleepover pls pls. meh.

totally can't wait for the final show of hc dramafeste. (: i don't care how it was today lah, its the time im watching it that counts. haha.

2010-03-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

i am perfectly tired and shagged but its fine.

im feeling better now.

eewei likes my song. damn.

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school was pretty fun, after school was fun too. learnt a lot of new things though we missed a cool bunch of dudes. have fun in your new classes. though i can sense tension already from some of your mates and stuff. good luck!

tricia stayyyyy

heh. dance prac was cool too, fastened down a lot of stuff, improving quick. life is good again.

and my tagboard is filled with awesome (: SEE I AM SO UPDATING REGULARLY NOW haha

<3 11A01E, street, rj.

goodluck natalee and eehsien for your dramafeste. (: lets go ares.

2010-03-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

wait, lamebook.com? got this shit down?

hahaha but screw these rj kids man.

my dear friends, trust me i will not purposely screw my rj life like this.

maybe a post soon, quite a lot of shit to talk about. today was pretty epic.

i need to finish my lit essay first.

2010-03-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

tired, extremely annoyed, and feeling really awkward and explosive.

suddenly one quarter of my class leaves, and a chain of little irritants that just bug my face off. pestering me like crazy today.

im tired, i suddenly realised. im supposed to be moving out of the plateau and going further up, not just stay there and think the world is fine. i need to consciously improve, and feel good about it. not just stand around and be a nobody. people, i have big dreams. i have to stop wasting my time like this.

what happened to making it past the second round of sbcs? dude im getting nowhere.

my brain is throbbing, i need a break.

i need to comfortably smoke some poser's ass in a canteen danceoff. that'll set things straight. that happened in my dreams once. some indian scholar challenged my nuts, it was a great dream.

trust me, it felt SO good. rock by dj spinna.

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this is probably a spasm in my relatively cool and cosy life, don't mind me. i just need to find the angry will to persevere.

i need more vocabulary. and adorabelle, i always knew what it meant in GENERAL. the specifics of your words was what made me shudder. shhhh. its a secret.

who's hy?

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hey mengxia, it was a very extreme metaphor but you know im such an angel right right (A) dude i really need to know your blog and at least tag it once, i'm not worthy of your one-sided affection (:

2010-02-28T13:32:00.003+08:00

new tracks overload. hahaha.

15+ new songs over the weekend made my day.

though most of you won't like them, heh. will put them on my mixpod.

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life is just so smooth, it hurts. like, when i think about it, i don't find anything really wrong with my life so far? cruisin witta quickness. friends check, class check, homework check, cca check.

but i keep imagining myself doing so much better than what im doing now. i just can't perform to that expectations. in those dreams it seems so possible. it was like how in hockey i dreamt that i can like airhook with a hockey stick? and just keep the ball in the air and run from one end of the field to the other lmao impossible.

probably will work hard to step my game up, after danceworks is over.

man, march holidays are gone.

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NO, PEOPLE, I AM NOT INTERESTED, IN ANY OF YOU.

i feel as though i am already attached to a wife and 3 mistresses.

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who the hell is i.hate.running!? WHAT A LOSERR. hahaha.

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i like my antisocial persona. it makes me feel unattainable, aloof, chaste and pure.

kidding i guess it prevents me from saying anything stupid. haha.

nostalgia, this blog is 3 years old. i see my sec 2 posts. lol @ the 2m couplets.

okay speaking of the chaste and pure shit, how the hell am i gonna start on my lit essay!!? i have been brooding about it for the whole weekend and i still can't find what to say. i mean okay its gotta do with love but what the crazy shit its just repeating itself with all these contrasts and paradoxes, like whatever man, im done with this shit. i have finished my tsd essay already, play with yourself petrarch. i'd rather do math.

wait no.

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i need to learn more vocabulary. peirce got 72!? what the shit is this

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i can't open curtis from its gc case im so screwed for tomorrow. curtis is the gc with all the applications!!!

next time i should just post on sundays my brainfood is aplenty, no mental blocks. ohh the sun is out. i just swam. phooey.

my blog is like, 0% cheem. im totally an nsk.

lets test it out.

2010-02-25T22:59:00.003+08:00

11A01E is so, so beyond expectationsdedly cool.

just ask me about almost anyone in the class and a retarded thing can be said about them. i'll probably find a quirk in every one of them by this month.

first guy whom i found a quirk in was probably jim though.

class is fun, school is fun. my gp teacher reads doujin.

thought about it, now might not be the perfect time to land a hit on everyone of my classmates, though im very much tempted to, but so far life has been awesome in class. but not necessarily argument-less, i can foresee tension soon, when all the jc stress begins. mostly between students and teachers though, the econs teacher, seriously!??

tree/vann i feel for you.

i'll probably return siti's hoodie on friday, miss my old greenie.

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self-prac tomorrow.

and there's breaking practice every thursday! yeoon settled the timetables. join if you can, interested people. it starts at 3, after my epic lit extra tutorial session.

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i guess everything's amazing-ish. menno's pretty cute, kaku's powermoves are dead serious, and born's set is at 4.30.

but most importantly,
at 7.20, a unique song starts, and creates the epic sets you see from then on. watch please.

2010-02-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

sorry 11A01E, will post about you guys soon.

oh yah btw guys check out my two latest additions to my epic mixpod playlist. beast tracks.

2010-02-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

i mean, just take a look at 3.50? innate awesomeness at its best?

holy shit son, imagine all the streetdancers doing that in a row

freakshow baby baby on the dance flow

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street was fun today. thought i would just cramp everywhere, but instead i improved on the toyfriend shit, and learnt a new routine from crystal haha lol. more shit to train.

and streetnight routine going well, looking really dope as of now, i might as well cancel my solo component and do clapping stuff everywhere. i feel like extending my clapping routine.

its not simple, really, try it.

get well soon mansi, haha. if you're reading this.

why do people give me weird looks when i say that my epic routine is so awesome? i mean, it IS pretty cool. ah. you just gotta see it to believe it. watch our group in streetnight. haha. lets be hobos at the black mirrors till april 17th.

and i'll treat dance mugger as a compliment.

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okay a lot of people are reading my blog without tagging. its totally uncool cos i just keep posting and you guys just keep reading, but my tagboard remains virgin. it makes me seem so unpopular.

if you guys enjoy what i write, please spare the thought and write something nonsensical over there so i can at least be encouraged to fulfill my new year resolution till the end.

just a food for thought which showed my inner loser and scarred my street cred for 2 years of jc life. ahh, just gotta get it back by giving an epic performance during danceworks!!! RARRRR LETS GO STREET

I KNOW WHAT THE GIRLS WANT.

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my hot comment totally boosted the ego of the high-self-esteem seniors who read it.

but its true, you guys dance so beastly, im proud being your junior already. honestly.

*lasso lasso CLAP* such a street move. inspiration overload.

((((((((((:

how many people smiled from this comment. i wonder.

i might look scary, but i'll be a really nice junior. promise. heh.

cya fellas next week. good luck mugging.

2010-02-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

oh.
yet again, this year, i've a long way to go.

exhausted.

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feeling good - the quantic soul orchestra.

2010-02-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

222210. (official) danceworks reserve (:

effort pays off, as always. train till pain and start again.

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joon: "yuhan and i were like suanning you, cos everytime see you at black mirrors, we are like thinking you can just live there, everyday you bring 3 clothes, and you just buy the shark drink from 7/11, and you just stay there and dance all the way"

like it or not its true and and its just the beginning! HAHAHA. quite tiring though.

<3 street. today's choreo was epic. the seniors dance so well, and they are so hot.

some of them. (hahaha. kidding.)

shoutout to mansi and crystal, dance partners! (: what team.

EDIT: OH MY GOD YES SHOUT THE HELL OUT TO RASYIDAH AND NANDITA FOR DANCEWORKS + SAME DAMN CLASS WHAT 11AO1E TEAM >DD

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hi mengxia! hi jessica!

2010-02-21T13:33:00.001+08:00

will be posting tonight. since like, everyone around the world posts on sunday 21st feb.

yes im so stalker.

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oranges are the only fruit? am i slow? i dunno what that means at all.

shit.

2010-02-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

the reason why i like freetempo is cos he makes music that just sounds so ahead of its time. makes me ponder for a while no matter how weird the lyrics go. nice songs make you think they are meaningful. but at least every time i listen to the music, (not the lyrics), i find myself pondering and thinking about happy things. and pasts.

it sounds as if my grandchildren are gonna rock to this music as vigorously as i do after i listen to the song a few times over to find the magic in it. its got this touch of aloofness and technicality from the typical house beats and occasional autotone, but then the melody and chord progressions sound so dreamy and, in fact, spiritual. cool musical irony going on there, makes me love it x million. its epic. this is probably sawa's best song, whoever she is.

but hardly anyone can understand this music genre i love so much. if you want any freeTEMPO songs, i have plenty.

daft punk is okay too. but i still hate indie. hahahaha eewei.

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school's been, fun, cny too, stuff. catching up with friends. yeah.

actually school's getting tiring. im like dragging myself out of the bed already. starting to love weekends. i love my class and i love my cca, its great cos i know that it will come to a point where these two awesome groups of people will be the only things keeping me on in school. (: im starting to miss them already! haha. but wtf streetnight choreo's gonna be such a beast, dunno what to do. we'll see on monday.

will have a more interesting post soon. hahaha. thanks for the birthday wishes people.

2010-02-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

Dear Michael,

Here I am to fulfill a promise to you! HAR HAR. I haven't really got a plan in mind though, as usual. I AM I AM READING LESBIAN LITERATURE RIGHT NOW - Oranges are not the Only Fruit. GET IT. GET IT

GET IT

I miss you, but I'm so, so glad you're having fun in JC. Your classmates seem awesome, and you now FINALLY have a CCA which you are completely passionate about. WHICH IS LIKE EVERYTHING ANYONE COULD ASK FOR GIMME FIVE! I'm trying to make this post amusing but shit is it difficult

K mike I shall write another one of my epic poems for you

Roses are usually red

Violets are purple

Michael doesn't rhyme with purple

I don't think anything does

Seriously what rhymes with purple. Or Michael. This is totally affecting my poetry genius

I am reading up on the Flying Spaghetti Monster! Can you remember? I learned about it in debate, not sure if you did...but still! Super funny...let's all get touched by His noodly appendage

Okay I think I should end now. Please don't kill me it's so rubbish!

Goodbye love

Nat

BRING THE BEAT BACK

2010-02-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

To the friend who won't let me off without a birthday present:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I hope you had a great day today sorry I wasn't around to make it greater (hur hur) I haven't talked to you in really long, but reading your blog is sufficient to make me realise that your life... is just dance. Which is not a bad thing. Mm. So yeah as usual good luck for life and love and DANCE and I'll catch you around soon? You're one of the longest friendships I've had that doesn't really die off. It just waits to be revived, if you get what I mean. See you around friend :)

(oh read the 02/2009 post! I went back to check it out heh)

2010-02-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

holy shit WAAAAAAAAAARGH.

no way in hell. audio technica earphones JUST when i lost my nokia ones? seriously.

AO1E, YOU ARE FREAKING BEASTLY.

AAAAARGH cries and dies

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thank you guys so much for the well wishes, its been fantastic and unexpected. (: class surprise, occasional bday wishes, catching up with friends at creamery, and all the things that have happened while i was plugged in to my broken in-ears.

and wearing the weights around was quite fun, i guess.

okay thinking about it should have taken a photo at creamery much as i look unglam. i haven't seen you guys for AGES!!! man.

only thing pissifying was the screwed up contact list on my new phone, made me irritate some friends ): sorry!

THANK YOU PEOPLE.

2010-02-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

loves my street dance batch. (: haha.

today was pretty awesome, got selected for danceworks team. reserve. haha but its okay, great experience. Hard work though, and felt pretty daoed by some of the seniors. eeyur. takin it in my stride, its all good. just do my best :/

its a real privilege dancing with my seniors (:

my batch was so darn awesome and retarded, doing the candy coated sugar sexy dance. the guys actually did it pretty well, but it all got weird at the sexy part. haha. the girls were hot man. :D we are like some epic enthu people, dancing all the way till 6.30. heh. great day.

got my airfreeze down. good job. next up powercombos. haha.

oh but shit, some weird stuff about me being a flirt going on down there, quite retarded. and i was thinking i was pretty antisocial already. that screwed up my mood a little. but its okay, it will probably dispel soon.

i mean all i have been talking to are my og mates, classmates, exclassmates or cca mates. i don't see who else i have been talking to, unless they talk to me first. nvm no point explaining here. just antisocial more lor. easy for me.

train dance. train. train. train.

show them street is king.

2010-02-08T22:12:00.001+08:00

hey guys...

i LOVE skullcandies.

2010-02-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

red bull street battles was a blast.

i mean, the bboys were really really good so it was a blast for them. but shit, not for me at all.

mad skills dudes, props to all of you, totally made me feel like a turtle.

good job bakau for winning the 7 to smoke. shit man, gotta work crazy hard in both areas.

what a dumbass, 6 months without training and i still think im good? think twice bitch.

nice one guys, nice one.

cya fellas im definitely gonna antisocial this time.

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all the way danceworks.

2010-02-05T20:18:00.001+08:00

if you still jivin', and ain't doin nothin', you'd better

SHUT YOUR MOUTH

2010-02-05T19:49:00.001+08:00

I wanna put you in my closet
I wanna play till I'm exhausted

Come come baby come be my Toyfriend
let me play with you
Come come baby come be my Toyfriend
till I'm through with you

Let me play with you
Let me play with you
Let me play with you
Let me play with you
BOUNCE!

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this week has been total non-stop hiphop.

i shall be antisocial. and completely focus my attention on what i want.
lets go danceworks 10.

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nothing will stop me from getting what i want.
nothing. nobody. no one.

2010-02-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

scape red bull street battles.
this is my jam.
converse hi-cuts.
new soles.
powermoves.
dare to dream.
new styles.
threaded airchairs.
all set.
game on.

2010-02-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

i seriously need to improve like crazy.

that is all i have in mind at all times.

2010-02-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

saturday pigging out. fun.

sunday, bugis street and far east with xm, jy and g, east coast park with ghuahua, cycling, frisbee, pool, subway, and back to bugis to buy the adidogs shirts. very fun.

monday, war games, batch project face-painting, moor tar tar tar tar bombs, storylines, cca training, cca post-training coolness, very very fun.

things are going good.

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we are all such sad, materialistic people. only now do i realise the awful truth. oh man.

i will write more if only there was a private post function.

you'd better think

2010-01-30T15:27:00.000+08:00

galvea is just so crazy.

everything about it is awesome or more man. ogls, ogmates, trails, treks, eas, storylines, batch dances. hahaha. shoutouts to ogls glenn jiayan sally and fangyi for making mt11 so cool. (: looking forward to ecp gathering.

nah, really, i mean it!!

its like a known fact that the first 3 months is heaven for jc life then its gonna be complete disaster movie. so might as well enjoy the first 3 months while we can. hell, its almost the end of february already. then again im trying to know as many people as well as i can. make my jc life more comfortable. so hopefully i can make as many friends as possible! :D

but i still like to antisocial.

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sd starts on monday!? crazy. i barely have time to practice a bit. but i have been watching some videos of street night and stuff, and my seniors oh man they are such a crazy bunch of people. :D hopefully not too intimidated by them. the one who has long curly hair....she seems very intimidating, forgot her name already.

im really glad i got into this cca man, i wanna learn hip hop and become really good at it. try out some things apart from breaking. though of course breaking is fun lah. i mean. yeah.

gotta learn to remove the weird facial expression first though. sigh. too used to burning and over-attitude already. nah i don't regret it lah, just gotta learn how to remove my mindset of thinking dance is a battle. weijie's right man.

sd's cool. real glad to be a part of it.

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i don't mind performing and stuff, but why so enthu? i'm very insecure about the way i dance, i really don't think im good enough to perform at all. all i wanna do is to become better than what i was before. not worthy of all the attention.

natasha studios, this is my calling for you.

22210, you are coming soon.

2010-01-27T23:03:00.001+08:00

SHALL JUST POST LOTS OF DOTS HERE, TO GET RID OF THE YOUTUBE THING IN FRONT OF MY EPIC PLAYLIST.

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2010-01-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

new skin! cbox your thoughts man.

2010-01-26T18:17:00.001+08:00

wl

i need a new skin leh

help.

2010-01-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

today im a complete vegetable man. can't do nuts today.

lots of things i've gotta learn, i realise.

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training mentally. hahaha. look at the freaking blue guy. ivan from sytycd.

such a whore.

yesterday was fun, street auditions were crazy [tho i screwed up the 1st attempt yeah], ben's not-so-bbq party. nice meeting friends for one last gathering before we hols out.

just gotta continue improving. at least i now have a goal in life.

good luck to all the couples, stuff like that.

hahaha.

oh but today was so wacked up, i couldn't get out of bed cos i was aching all over. then i had an epic massage that's twice as bad as a FACIAL, for god's sake. THATS SAYIN SOMETHIN. it was crazy i felt the pain everywhere, its like, you know when they press something on the foot and it hurts it means you're sick in that area? yeah. i was dying in all areas, hence the pain.

it still hurts crazy man, i can barely type this shit. today all i can do is socialize, and watch videos. i will be posting my favourites up soon. watch this space tonight.

i hope i get into tsd. really really do.

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meech is so beastly. looks like a freaking camera fault.

2010-01-25T23:55:00.001+08:00

oh, before i could bring myself to angst like crazy on my blog.

i shouldn't judge their opinion at all. i should take it as a chance to improve myself. lets go wednesday 1.30.

"Blessed are those who seek judgement, for they shall be filled." Matthew 4.

2010-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

auditions tomorrow.

THIS IS IT!
hur hur hur epic michael jackson movie pun.

i couldn't sleep well at all last night. i dreamt that in the morning modern dance and street dance set up booths on the raffles quadrangle issueing battles between pairs of dancers. i was about to go next and was tying up my vox warsaws when i woke up and i was like DAMN, why didn't i stay inside for 3 minutes longer i would have smoked that mf

okay but im really nervous. hip hop is definitely not my cup of tea. i need to learn them routines as much as i can as fast as i can. besides im leaving the auditions early.

but my self esteem is moderately high now, i have no idea why. maybe if i step into the audition hall i will be puffed with imba enthusiasm. unstoppable rampage.

*haha thinking about it hardly any ri kid knows about me like, practicing discreetly for a year. im pretty glad that is so. epic surprise insurgence mwaha*

went to church today and prayed for a lot of people, especially a couple of people. a few couples of people. HURHURH i felt that church was pretty nice, never really explored the compound. there is actually a nice park behind the main building. i will go more often now. pretty relaxing spot.

but otherwise my main aim is to pass this freaking audition man, no matter if i get a fever tomorrow or whatever, hahahaha. J2s, you are so screwed.

heard that?

i up my ego just by daring to say that.

shouts to all who have taught and trained with me thus far. hope this year by being a member, will totally improve rj's languishing standard of dance. or at least play a minor role in it. ): which is pretty apparent, mad is just so much cooler than rj dance as of now.

i wonder what i should do for my freestyle though.

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EPIC DOUBLE POST

I LOVE MY MUSIC OKAY

FREETEMPO IS SO GREAT HE IS SUCH A BRILLIANT ARTIST

DAFT PUNK AS FREAKING WELL.

if i had a choice i will dance to etude by freetempo. no, no, really. even if i dance horribly to it. don't believe me? i have phone + speakers i will do it for you.

some people just don't know music, seriously.

joy joy joy joy into my heart

2010-01-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

haha idk what to update here. school, or pre-school, has been loads of fun, seeing all my new classmates, the amazing girl guy ratio, going for lectures, playing cards, falling asleep, catching up with so many people, and y'know setting up for things to take off. it feels exciting, to be honest. I already dislike so many people but I'm looking forward to knowing those I don't intend to dislike!

most of all I'm hanging by alot of faith now, something I've never let myself do. I'll tell you how it goes yeah? meanwhile stay happy and everything! we haven't properly caught up or anything, but I think we're enough to last haha. I'll always be here if you wna bitch about school! and even though you completely disagree with everything I've chosen in JC, well, y'know. yeah. you can say I told you so.

love,
everyone knows who.

lmao

2010-01-23T07:51:00.000+08:00

nah, all you bitches!

you haven't seen the best of me yet >)

i don't give two shits about NOBODY.

2010-01-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

okay first and most importantly, i've patched up with one of my good friends. we're cool now. thank you for the call. (: won't elaborate about it here.

today had outing with fellow 4b bros and siew. pretty cool, went window shopping with jinfu, met the people and ate lunch, played a good round of pool. very good round of pool. hahahaha. sweet.

but i think my karma got wasted when i came back cos my body started aching and falling apart when i started dance practice. like i had no energy anywhere. i guess i shouldn't have followed jinx to the gym yesterday. crazy workouts. but then the cypher was really fun, though my footwork was completely messed up. need to practice and improve much more. people improved a lot, yeoon with his airfreezes, chiap with his epic musicality, wilbert with his footwork, jordan with barely 2 weeks of experience yet able to do multiple sets like nothing.

hahaha if i don't get into street dance, thats it im gonna be a paleface loser.

its crazy how anxious i still am about streetdance, seeing that im not even caring about anything else in the world now that im completely wrecked after the practice session. i guess i really need this thing. what, im michael and my main cca is interact club? .....no.

and much as i might be going for the trials, i am NEVER going to join frisbee.

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mr kenneth low approached us while we were practicing and weaved around the conversation a little bit until finally admitting he wanted to learn breaking with us, and was interested in having a teacher-student collaboration concert in the future. it was crazy, these teachers. hahahaha. what cool people.

and this week there are like 3 new interested members. i guess the forming a more-than-5-man-crew resolution is surfacing up well after all.

and we were already thinking of a routine with teachers involved. lots of shit shaping up. thats great.

anyone interested in learning? :D

lmao.

2010-01-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

my karma has been relatively okay thus far. been behaving well, reading the economist, times, studying, walking around and being gentlemanly, practicing for dance auditions, swimming. normal fulfilling life.

whats more fulfilling is the goal setting that has materialized from this year's proper resolutions.

lots of shit i resolved to do, won't post it here, just that i know that i haven't broken any of them. yet. all that shit and im still doing okay in catching up with personal relations - good job my man. its all good.

the silence was broken by a little bit of klingon but its perfectly fine.

but here's the freaking deal:
I SHALL LEARN COINDROPS BEFORE MY FRIEND YEOON LEARNS HANDHOPS.

competitive spirit right there. will update appropriately when i am done with them coindrops. haha.

in the name of my future cca. (: hopefully.

2010-01-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

oooh, the first post of the year!

paperchain was much much cooler than expected, made me stay much longer than how much i intended to. didn't really care about the admin shit, stapling paper can actually be fun with friends around. Also got the chance to catch up with friendships and make new ones.

Also learnt that you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, in a very weird and specific way. lol.

The start of school has been a series of ups and downs though. still can't get over the humans programme shit. really wanted to get in. sigh. all im looking out for is the pathetic appeal letter i sent to mrs reavely. lol. she probably will be like aj and paperplane it away. open house was fun though, met quite a few classmates from my old school, surprisingly. eh. i think i saw someone that looked like jolene from peihwa in p3. so strange, all these old memories of me being a faggot, rushing back.

saw people like jane, deb, and others. and saw arts performances, went to booths and checked out audition dates. hanging out widda boyz.

breaking like once every 2 days to pick myself up for the audition the following monday. crazy mann, monday was still flopping around like a fish, wednesday suddenly could mill, and today continuously practicing standing mill.

ONE powermove down. this is just so chinese cultural revolution. great leap forward. and on friday 6 guys were practicing with me, how freaking sweet. never had that many in a session before. guess with great "power" comes great responsibility hurhurhurhur

crazybabyyeah.

school's boring, but should improve after a while. for now during the weekend i have to recover from my injuries and learn math and prepare for tsd auditions, write my tsd essay and read books. and do general reading to up my champion ck.

orientation camp is just going to be so fun. mt 11, here i come.

so this is the start of a post every 3 days. one of these epic new year resolutions i have come up with. i shall save that for the next post lol.

oh yah

i spoilt my earphones, i need new ones
my birthday is coming soon.

2009-12-21T10:22:00.000+08:00

injuries and reports are keeping me from doing the things i'd like to do. sigh.

i hate godzilla too i hate him, he destroys cities.

see you guys next year.

2009-11-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

yep, so hols have been fun so far, writing reports, shopping, going for lectures, cycling, attending coaching sessions, going out with friends...

it sure is balanced.

i have never been to a ktv place or a kbox before, i sure am lifeless. but at least i have been to jurong bird park and wild wild wet. but otherwise, planning to outing with operation x to cycle and basketball and all that cool wacky outdoor shit.

one of the things i regret to admit is that i fell in love with msn games. seriously, nothing beats those, especially when you don't feel like talking. i just love trash talking about games i know im not gonna win in, and msn has just the thing for me - all star bowling. in which i lost to haozhi twice yesterday.

my fingernails are long i need to cut them. and i need a cap, seriously.

should i get a crew cut NO. should i get a crew cut?

epic lah people going away for holidays and all that. my mum wants me to go to china again to learn furniture from dad. how cool. im considering, since the last time i went there it was pretty dope.

man, before i even try to catch up with friends, they have advanced further into the abyss such that i can hardly follow what they are up to. save for classmates lah, those idiots.

exclassmates. mannnnnn.

hahahaha helm is awesome. i just hope i make it to humans programme. for now during the holidays i will subscribe to an intensive get-fit-and-cool routine of which only i can testify to its presence, cos the results will never show.

extremelyexciting.

45 days before the incarceration process into the rafflesian junior college lifestyle, and i already am getting curious of all those people i have yet to know from the other school. getting a little pensive, and scared.

2m outing was also cool, on another note. haha. cycling HALFWAY to changi village and eating chicken rice midstop, seeing the beach scenery before making our way back to the bicycle shop 1 hour late. man, uncle scorpion was right, some people do need 4 hours.

call me superbad, cay taylan remix - james brown - dynamite x.

my posts are getting more like several twitter posts. i guess twitter is now the thing for me, yet im denying the fact that my english is dying.

2009-11-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yusuf from Vagabonds didn't like the judges desicion against his crew in the 3 on 3 battles so decided to call out the judges (just before the solos) and Born stepped out to represent them.

what were you doing at 0.37?

man, what a beast. beastmode.

i promise a proper post in time to come.

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life has been fun so far.

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ow my knee. says:
i noticed something epic
watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elyALYYRBTY
0.37

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
k k
its buffering but
ah man.
koreans.

ow my knee. says:
see his non-stabbing hand.

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
HOLY.
SHIT.
HOLY.
HOLY.
SNAP.

ow my knee. says:
he was masturbating
in an sidechairspin
burning the opponent
while spinning
while smiling
while hitting every single beat
in the process

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
im still amazed he went from munchmill to a MASTURBATING SIDECHAIR SPIN

ow my knee. says:
well yeoon was surprised that
in the r16 video
he munchmilled into a chairfreeze and masturbated the opponent.
and it was all
so natural
he was born to kill beats.
munchmilling and masturbating at that very precise moment seemed to come across as the best and most obvious choice.

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
he coulda probably lost his pants if he wanted to

ow my knee. says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d71f7ja5Lec&feature=related
and also, check out how he kills mexican beats.
and there's a 15 minute trailer on him killing beats.

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
lol.

ow my knee. says:
oh wait
there's a full length dvd showing all his highlights in his career
its called "bboy born and physicx compilations."

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
HAHAHAH

ow my knee. says:
do you have to buy it?
...it was a rhetorical question.
man, just imagine, airwalks in blu-ray quality??
holy shit, my boyfriend is cheating on me.

Chen Wei. [Wedding Dress] says:
blu-ray= pecs good

2009-11-17T10:24:00.000+08:00

i want to be an intern,

or should i study for next year.

man, decisions, decisions.

kay i have to go to ie singapore to conduct some research, consumer pool statistics, export marketing strategies.

MAN UP I AM SMART

2009-11-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

got the vox warsaws.

it was pretty hard to get to know them better, slowed down my footwork like crazy and launched me into an immediate emo self-depreciative insecurities mode.

but i suppose it has something to tell me, so.

AND THEY LOOK FKING DOPE

even for 99 bucks. all that cash.

don't tell my mum.

2009-11-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

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almost crying - its just so so fabulous ~

yes it is. (: the instrumental is just amazing. it just sticks in your head and never lets go.

freetempo is definitely one of my top 5 artists, ever since i heard the song at the bottom of this page.

by the way life has not been fair to me, people have been going out for outings while i have been going to work in workshops. for the greater good i guess. nevermind freetempo is here to keep me company.

and sooyoung. right, sooyoung?

she said yes.

2009-11-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

"set, chiap, one day

"i will go to the basketball court one day in my epic red hoodie and MUNCHMILL IN THE MIDDLE"

...repeat the technique.

2009-11-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

To be honest, when I woke up in the morning, I still failed to realize the significance of today. Probably most people thought that way too – all busy preparing their final performance for the class the day before. Sometimes school starts to take a toll on us even as it ends. In the sense that we force ourselves into delusion by busying ourselves with anything that can come to mind, in the hope that the pain of nostalgia never comes to haunt us.

I spent the time I had on the bus, which was strangely empty, listening to the song I was going to dance to. And hoping I wouldn’t screw up my routine. God how uselessly that time was spent. But I knew that apart from my final performance, there really was nothing else I wanted to think about during that moment. At least this childish, heady style of thinking helped me pull through the early half of the day.

Walked normally to school, talked normally during assembly, joked normally on our way back to class. Asked each other about our routines. Discussed about the programme lineup for today.

First thing was Mrs. Seow’s excellent idea of making everyone do a class reflection on ourselves. And everyone of my 23 classmates had a story to share of themselves and how they’ve grown. It just struck me as to how different we all are, yet how much we have in common. Nope, didn’t make me feel better.

Mrs Seow proceeds to talk about every single one of us, and her bad recounts and first impressions, all with a wacky smile on her face. She seemed to be enjoying it. The class too.

Before we know it, graduation ceremony has begun and we all begin talking among ourselves. Very weird that all of us just wanted to talk about the same thing, which was what we all did end up talking about.

“Very fast, four years already huh” “yeah it’s like, just the blink of an eye”

We sing the songs, do the cheers, what we always do in every year head assembly. This time it was different. Never did the song sound so tangible – it felt like warm sand trickling through the gaps in a loosely clenched fist. I guess I had found the batch spirit, just stronger than ever before now that it has come to an unfortunate closure.

“…the time has come for us to live in harmony, for all time…

Closure never seemed to be the word in our heads when the graduation ceremony ended though. Personally I refused to believe this was all over. We gave ourselves excuses such as “Oh, there’s still the performance! And grad night. And O levels to worry about” and thought about these instead. This time I already knew that I was just running away from a reality I would face very soon, but I stuck with it and moved back to the class, where the final show was held.

We did our songs and dances, one by one. Almost every member of the class chipped in to perform to the best of their ability. We were acknowledged with heartfelt gratitude, and said our farewells to our dearest form teacher for our final year in Raffles institution.

No farewell yet, though, for a surprising number of our class stayed back, strumming pop hits and singing along, still not having enough to say about the “good old days.” I walked to a corner of the classroom while the rest of my classmates continued on. Sat on a table and deliberating very hard on the emotions I should express at that moment. For I knew that I was hiding from something, a milestone I had crossed along with the rainbowed memories imbued within it, but not yet recognized. I looked at the class photos we had received today. I stared into the tables and chairs strewn around the classroom we once shared. Something stirred, I never could guess.

Till my very own classmates came out of the project corner and strode up to me, patted me on the back and gave a gentle gesture of comfort.

“hey mike, ‘sup? You okay?”

It just clicked within me at that moment. Friendship.

And all bursts open.

****
The last 6 hours I spent in and around the campus were mellow yet memorable. ToT in the class, food in j8, talk in canteen, talk in gym, walking round the school.

And finally out of the school.

Better expressed in pictures and not words.

Thank you all for the wonderful post-grad gathering, especially Jinx. Had a great time.

Post graduation performance highness. Wingchun battle in progress.

And all good things.

Outside audi.

"come on jin fu act NOSTALGIC."

makan place.

where we talked about life for an hour

- auspicium melioris aevi -

indian.

2009-11-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

nut and i have an affinity for the minority music tastes. in fact we are gonna start up a new indie group, so please support us!

actually we don't need your support cos i guess we are already too pro for our own good. we have already got the filming settled, stuff like that. its all good. no one can defeat us.

watch out jason mraz. and edward monkton. no wait edward monkton draws cartoons.

TO COMPLETE MY SENTENCE

- by The Cardreader Magship Stories.

Verse 1, 2, and 3:

the rhythm of punctuation has never came into appreciation
to complete my sentence, to complete my sentence

The last word is the first word when i'm outside i'm inside
To complete my sentence, to complete my sentence

so i looked for you in the park by the river where the swans swim all day
To complete my sentence, To complete my sentence

Petals of butterflies falling free to find the fauna upon the fray
To complete my sentence, to complete my sentence

[bridge]

im sorry, im sorry,
walnuts,
walnuts ooooooooooh
oooooooooh

[CHORUS]

TO COMPLETE MY SENTENCE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
WITH THE BEAUTY OF WORDS AND WINDSONG TOO
We could swim in the lakes of our tears
where broken hearts float with dying babies. and fears.
and my balls are green.
.
...yeah they are. AND
MY GRANDMOTHER
LOVES PINEAPPLE COCO - CRUUUUUUUUUUUUNCH!
petals. petals.

[End]

haha i forgot
to complete my sentence.

...we win.

halloween picture was not uploaded by me but still win.

and choi soo young is mine.

Halloweeeeeeeeen

2009-11-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

Well, this says everything else.
(except the fashion fail bit doesn't really come through here sorry)

2009-11-01T19:16:00.001+08:00

emo phase about to begin soon.

man, hope tomorrow is gonna be fine. i hope. english and the sciences.
don't feel like talking much.

so the best thing to do is to upload videos!

trying out some move. decent video (: though i look anorexic.

but hahah yeah the move is so insignificant that no one can see what im actually practicing. might as well not practice anything. ): hates my life.

i liked the song though.

should film more, so i can check back 6 months later and see how much i sucked. hahaha

man but I DID FILM ONCE WITH CHIAP ON FEBRUARY. but im never gonna show it out. for decency's sake.

*remix baybeh*

mer says:
very good!
hahahah!
improve alot!

nine and four. says:
((((((( : seriouslyy?
yay
1-10?

mer says:
erm
compared to what

nine and four. says:
last time you rated me 0.2

mer says:
erm 5
compared to sg breakers

nine and four. says:
so the average sg breaker is 5
or 10

mer says:
5

nine and four. says:
YAY
IM AN AVERAGE SG BREAKER
but oi

mer says:
BUT U FOR POWER MOVES
3

hahahahahaha. *trains harder*

2009-11-01T08:41:00.000+08:00

thank you all for the wonderful halloween. (:

details soon,when i come back home and attempt to finish chinese homework.

2009-10-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

okay people. this is an extremely rated clip. beware.

okay yes i know the whole video is dope. the first guy's powermoves are epic insane but whatever. just watch from 6.40 onwards.

enjoy the last part of this video.

when the guy in the front moves out of the way, all the opponents had was smoke.

smoked. smoked epic smoked.

meet physicx.

**
and for bitch's sake, he's a VEGGIE.

friends, he's a vegetable eater.

why, physicx, why.

**

EDIT:

okay just for fun, i uploaded the interview physicx had that revealed the reasons why korean fangirls just had to marry him.

rofl at 0.33 interviewer "im sitting next to physicxxx <33333 physicx from rivers..." + epic aegyo attempt

5.23 "do you find it harder...to be more creativee... (starts smiling sheepishly) to come up with like, more...explosive moves...in the circle and the..."

*UNHHH. UNHHH.*

lol she had the whole "touch my body" thing going on throughout the whole movie. but apart from that the interview was cool.

i mean, physicx is a vegetarian.

no, doubt, about it.

2009-10-28T00:17:00.001+08:00

i realised that post quite emo.

SLEPT AT HOME FROM 4 TO TWELVE

IM A DEAD DUCK TMRW, INSOMNIA.

shall go watch youtube movies.

2009-10-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

People asked me what made me start dancing, how i suddenly became a breaker, how i suddenly knew how to dance, what 22209 means, stuff like that. I guess i'll say it now, since its been a while. And before I forget it all somehow.

I never suddenly knew how to dance. It all started last december, when i was stuck with no one but myself to seek advice from for the choreography of a talentime dance performance. I never had the intention to learn dance till the day i started working on my first assignment as an exco member of my house, and couldn't seem to get anything in my head. Probably without talentime, i would be a very different person now.

Strangely, something told me that i might get something done if i walk around the neighbourhood for inspiration. and by pure coincidence I wandered to the lowest basement of bukit timah shopping centre (the uluest level of the uluest building in my neighbourhood) and found a group of breakers down there, rocking some amazing shit. I didn't dare to approach them at first, i thought it impossible for me to do anything like it.

The second time i went down there were less people, and I asked them where they were from after much courage. They told me that they were from a dance school just beside them, and gave me a pamphlet from their advertisement rack that showed me the details. The choice of joining this dance class was a twist in my journey that i would never ever regret.

The first day of my dance class was pretty much fail. Everything of mine was below par. I was placed at a side of the class to learn basic dance moves. I went home without saying bye to any of my classmates, feeling really embarrased. Told myself I will improve and not fucking lose face in front of any of those kids the next time i turn up.

They never really liked top schools. Hence I never told them which school i was in.

Gradually I started picking up the art, but the fact that I took up this dance alone was excruciating at times. I had no one to talk to or stick with during my classes. Attending the fuyo competition 2 months into my breaking proved to be pretty fail because i didn't know anybody, and was too inexperienced to join the cyphers. I felt really small, and couldn't share it with anyone. I was gradually exposed to smoke, liquor and cyphers, stuff i never thought i would even touch.

But what was worse was when certain friends i had responded to my new interest in ways which hurt me much.

"Dancer? Hahaha....mike seriously, i will never be able to imagine you dancing. come on! get real."

Nevertheless, we finished the choreography, and in january our dance performance was a success. I met breakers Chiap and Ye oon, who were inspired by their experience in OIP. We decided to train together, and learn new moves and share them with each other.

so 22209 was a day when i decided to enrol myself in a jitterbugs workshop for fun, with a friend. It was an adult hiphop class but i never knew how to dance hiphop. So i was the worst in the class and Patrick Loo, the teacher, singled me out as the "not so good dancer". "How old are you? (16.) Its okay, you have a long way to go." Stab.

I keep this date in memory, such that exactly one year from then, i would look back at where i have come from and can safely tell myself, I have improved, I have succeeded. I will be able to look at people in the eye and say that I am a dancer.

I gradually improved, met friends, or dance classmates Kokwee, Feifei, Benjamin, Keola, Sean, Jaydn, Yangrui and a few others. We got to know each other well and dance classes became more of a fun get-together than the arduous regime i experienced a few months ago. I could even teach some people a few moves when they needed help, which felt good (: Nas and Farhan were spectacular teachers, learnt a great deal from them about breaking techniques and history. Props to all these guys.

Hope to see yall soon, because the dance studio closed down after half a year of me learning there.

Decided to get some new people in my school that had similar interests, to keep the spirit alive. It was pretty hard to find the ones I know today. Some of them changed their interests along the way, some of them felt too committed, and some of them had their interests, but sadly didn't have the courage to continue with it. Fortunately I had a great team of friends I found and continued breaking with till this day - Yeoon, Chiap, Wilbert and I. Of course, there are those that are potentially coming in - Isaac and Weihing, and many others whom we just haven't found yet. In fact one day Troy, a RJ senior, found us breaking and joined us. Along the way he encouraged us to keep improving and stuff, and was willing to join us for subsequent sessions despite his A level preps.

All this while my 3 friends and I have been regularly training, doing what we love to do. As of now we might not have made a significant improvement, or looked really good. But we have an aim to fulfil, a point to prove, an addiction to satiate. And we will, through effort, continue to move forward and up.

So now it has been 10 months. And, yeah. its been 10 months. Perhaps few of you guys will be able to appreciate this post, its okay. Just felt inspired enough to write this today.

Just don't back down from whatever people throw at you that threatens to hinder you from doing what you love. Its just a matter of time before you are the one that eventually shines, leaving others gagging and choking from the snide remarks to be forced back into the mouths they once belonged in.

****

TIME IS ALL AROUND

2009-10-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO

Okay um I don't really have much to say. except I can already see you turning out to be a guy who'd migrate to the US, find a biker chick... and live the YES MAN life. Somehow I see that in you. Okay lah this is the rough length of a tag.

Getting back papers tmr )<

2009-10-25T19:47:00.000+08:00

I just wanted to give you guys an opportunity to know more about the dance. It really don't matter if you people don't appreciate it. But just remember that next year we aren't gonna be so free anymore so its up to you guys really.

And for those who talk but don't act its kay just don't let me see your face or I'll just smoke you cos you don't deserve anything else.

Lets go guys up the effort

2009-10-25T19:42:00.001+08:00

QUIZ TIME

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Yes I need her to be pretty. STOP IT JINFU, SOOYOUNG IS PRETTY.

2. Smart?

Maybe a little less smart than me. So I can crack witticisms. Hence she has to be smart enough to understand my witticisms. But she can't be so smart that she is able to reply these witticisms. And screw up my sexy "dandy" image.

Man this is complicated. Okay just not a dumb bitch.

3. Preferred age?

2 or 3 years older or younger is fine.

4. Preferred height?

A little shorter but not so short, like Anurak. I might as well kiss the floor.

5. How about sense of humour?

For first impressions, not really. But if you are short, fat, ugly and dumb, at least laugh when I suan you la

6. How about piercings?

I will never let my girlfriend pierce anything that doesn't start with E.

But I mean, if I'm making out with my ideal girl and realise she has a piercing at a place that starts with another letter, I guess it'll be a little too late.

7. Accepts you for who you are?

NO BITCH! *revs the engine* GET IN MY CAR HO

8. Pink hair?

Pink highlights.

9. Mushy or no?

When I want her to be mushy. If I don't, *revs engine again*

STREEEEETS!

10. Thin or fat?

I guess I will love her for better or worse, not through thick or thin. Uhur hur hur hur

No fatties. Unless she's got a good sense of humor. Uhur hur hur hur

11. Black, Brown or White (skin) ?

"In hip hop culcha, no one gonna be discriminatin' "

12. Long hair or short hair?

Depends on how you look in it.

13. Plastic or metal?

Yes, I'd rather marry T-800 than Dawn Yang.

14. Smells good?

Rexona.

15. Smoker?

There's only ONE THING she can put in her mouth and that is my

Dinner treat

16. Drinker?

I have to be a better drinker. Act macho and stuff.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

Okay what do people mean by "girl next door".

My neighbours aren't hot. One of them is spastic.

18. Muscular?

mmmmm. good.

…NO MAN, NO.

19. Plays piano?

Can lah. Im not so artsayfartsay

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

I won't mind punk rocker chick.

21. Plays violin?

WHO'S THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BE SERENADING.

22. Sings very good?

Okay, enough with the musical shit. seriously

23. Vain?

Sometimes a little vainness gives her that "arrogant" feel that is quite kinky heh heh *rubs hands*

Okay but if she was a little vain she would bother to dress up for parties. That would be good.

But not too vein or I will be bloody disgusted hurhurhur

24. With glasses?

Rock it geek style

25. With braces?

Straight teeth. Good.

26. Shy type?

Maybe a girl widda little attitude

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

A little to the bad side

28. Active or passive?

Active.

29. Tight or bomb?

BOMBBB

30. Singer or dancer?

Dancer. Then I can go clubs with her without making her look like a lost chicken

31. Stunner?

I like life with a lil surprise

32. Hipho

NON STOP, HIP HOP, SHOW STOP, BODY POP, 247365 ALL DAY EVERY DAY

Chiap you know it

33. Earrings?

Which girl doesn't wear earrings these days? Even amos wears earrings.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

You're mine now so shut up bitch *revs engine*

35. Dimples?

If it makes her look hot, it's good.

36. Bookworm?

Please, no trivia masters.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

It will up my ego. By a lot.

38. Playful?

Uhhuh

39. Flirt?

Its funny if she flirts with me, but if she be flirtin with some OTHER DUDE… *revs engine*

40. Poem writer?

Can, but not too eccentric. Not a sonnet a day, that's so lesbian.

41. Serious?

Its aite but sometimes serious chicks can be really irritating.

42. Campus crush?

In hip hop culcha we don't discriminate

43. Painter?

….get a job

44. Religious?

Not so religious but knows her faith

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Hahaha she can attempt to tease me. ATTEMPT.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

….this is like having an FMK with aileen, rosie and uncle chang of canteen stall 1.

47. Speaks 20 languages?

That's gay.

48. Loyal or faithful?

….. these questions

49. Good kisser?

NO KISS ME BADLY

50. Loves children?

MY CHILDREN. *revs engine*

2009-10-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

eoys are finally, fucking, flipping, over.

man. feels so damn free. *throws physics assignments around*

oh but stupid lit teachers had to go oh, meet us outside after you finish your lit paper so we can pour cold water over us by going "congratulations for finishing your lit paper! BUT LIT IS NOT OVER HAHAHHAHA"

my god thanks anticlimax to the max.

humans programme talk yesterday was pretty cool. teachers sounded cool. (but whats with the white parade?) had to go to the different classrooms to explore and discover new and interesting anecdotes about hp and why i should waste some time applying for it. I bought the promotion but was still confused about whether i should take TSD or H. history or theatre studies. mann. tough choice.

practicality or passion? enjoyment or time? AGH WAIT TILL EOYS GIVEN BACK LAH

so after that chiap and i went esplanade to chill out for a while. Haven't lost that much of my breaking. even got a few more moves! just that i busted my scab on my elbow. There weren't that many people down there, it was pretty dope.

but i still can't do 1990s.

--

went back home after a great day, ahh. wanted to take a hot shower and rest and play games and sleep. walking up the stairs to the lift lobby when i saw something i have never seen for 16 years of my presence in this world -

a crew breaking right outside my house, on the stairs.

my house is actually sherwood towers, above this place called bukit timah plaza. a part of the building has a flight of stairs that is VERY noticeable and hence used as drop off points more often than the built-in taxi stand. and those dudes were breaking there. what were they thinking.

so since i was in my attire and all i said hi to them and proceeded to have a battle outside my house. it felt weird but it was cool. props to tanglin sec boys, hcis boys, jordan and zulu fresh crew. it was fun, and you guys are really smooth for your age. dayum.

me: "had a battle at the void deck outside my house."
mum: "wha?"

--

today had fun with wilbert and yeoon. breaking again. non-stop hip hop.

too bad none of the juniors had the time to make it for the session. wish they'd come more often. or come once. sadness.

did this octagon thing. its like dancing between 8 chairs and making sure you don't touch the sides. it was HARD. much much harder than i thought it was and i already thought it was difficult at the start. but it was fun lah haha.

but when i came back home i crashed cos of all the PHYSICAL STRAIN. i'll probably be a veggie tomorrow.

see ya guys on monday. for the chinese shit.

THAT WAS A LONG POST THAT MADE UP FOR MY DAOING. SO HAVE FUN READING IT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

2009-10-23T06:45:00.000+08:00

a blink of an eye and its the last day of the exams, and im up in the morning in a very hangoverish state.

just feeling the impact that 4 years have whizzed by so quickly, and all those hopes and dreams we wanted to achieve in the school have now turned into fleeting memories. Its strange that it seems like it was yesterday that i entered this school...man. emo rant. i'll try to write an essay on it next time.

after eoys our class will be going bubblin. then i'll have a humans programme talk. then will catch up on dance prac. catch up on friends. movies. games.

no but first i will spend a HELL lot of time with my classmates.

gonna miss 4b like crazy, and all this nostalgia even when i have 2 weeks more with them.

-----

sorry for daoing this blog for a while. I realised that i was actually mugging quite crazily. problem is the only thing im worried about now is precisely the subject i always thought i would do well in. and that is the paper that i am taking at 11 today.

exam mugging routine was almost always like, go to ngee ann poly, mug, rest, mug, basketball, lunch, mug, break, mug, go home and 8 hours of mugging in my bag. dude thats hardcore. its even more hardcore than last year. 8 hours a day..you gotta be shitting me.

i will probably be in even more of a hangover on sunday, when i have nothing to do. i wanna go out and stuff. buy a new pair of shoes - man, onitsuka tigers are badass. or a SKATEBOARD (haha set eewei im game for it). and a new mp3 player if my results show.

i wanna go for the halloween party. see if my mum allows. MAN, I LOVE SLEEPOVERS. the idea of sleepovers. but i have never experienced one. its sad cos agh damn. its complicated. no its not complicated MY MUM WOULDN'T LET ME.

and hopefully next year can join fuyo! if i train hard enough. with my friends.

and i hope i don't screw up o level chinese.

2009-09-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

thank you people for making today so cool. haha.

awesome phototaking skills + imba footwork activity.

next year we gonna rock the house. hehhhh ^^

okay end of next week i will start hardcoremugging. THE GAME BEGINS.

NOW

2009-09-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

oh my god i didn't know i posted that. THANKS MYSELF.

okay anyway. i guess i have to post about the month!

i feel really sorry for myself the past two months hahahha. life has been sad. i deserted myself from msn, talking to people, a life, and proceeded to finish the dozens of tests and assignments and projects in store for me. well tons of fun with the class, yes, but it was pretty bad.

eewei: "AND YOU WERE DAMN LIFELESS PLS"

*sniff*

my friends, I HAVE A LIFE BACK FINALLY. but still no sleepovers. like the one currently going on. and my life is spent on rehearsals, practices, and finishing kelwyn ng's math assignment.

*double sniff*

i don't feel like blogging a lot today.

sigh.

anyone wanna join me on thursday morning?

mike

2009-08-11T03:20:00.001+08:00

friday
- ndp celeb fail
- weird indian dancing
- weird math clubber dancing
- pooling @ meridian
- movie @ vivo
- packed the house

saturday
- had blueberries for breakfast
- weird diet the whole day
- friend coming to my house
- slept from 12 - 5
- mum: lets go to ion orchard.
- uniqlo is overrated.
- epic clothing and how i don't understand how they match colours
- went home at 11.

sunday
- sister: "oh, oh, my friends, my friends are coming for a sleepover, oh yeahh! seizure time! you better stay out of their way they are cooler than you"
- bobble mobble wobble.
- math and how i fail at studying
- stupid sister sneaking BACK to ion orchard THEN to vivo to watch ANOTHER movie.
- no ndp
- stupid singapore idol.
- sister getting powned.

monday:
- mum: "lets go to orchard central!" OMFGWUT
- converse shoes.
- converse shirts.
- billabong hoodie.
- my sister and her monotonous fashion sense.
- and what do we eat for lunch? pon tian wan tan mee.
- loser insecure skateboarder
- (hahahahahahaha)
- fucked up dinner.
- and yesterday's fucked up lunch.

2009-08-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

finished dramatization script,
studying (relatively) hard and (somewhat) improving in certain subjects
steadily improving in my dance
getting more sleep
life is finally looking in the right direction. or maybe its due to my lowering expectations or something.

i pretty much slacked the whole day today, except for a few math questions, still doing math now and I didn't catch ndp im so sorry singapore lawl. talked to hardly anyone this weekend, but its k.

no more esplanade for me, no more life, for me, uhhuh, uhhuh, yeah

2009-07-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

I LOOK AT YOUR BLOG

but no, it gets updated some ten gazillion years into the future.

This is better than tagging heh

2009-07-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

oh and my music taste is rapidly changing. (:

but i still don't like jason mraz.

2009-07-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

i seem to be updating my blog less and less!

which perhaps is why no one bothers looking :'/

but actually thats not really a bad thing

i should lock my blog someday and make it a completely private blog.

Past few weeks were fun like hell, laughing with the class, getting screwed by teachers, seeing cck's smile, joking with differentiation, chionging projects etc. I dunno life with 4b is getting funner day by day and suddenly i wonder whats gonna happen if they leave

its like, i thought it had only been a while since i left 2m? and suddenly i have to leave 4b again.

but thinking about it it has been pretty long since i got to know the friends i now have in this class. am starting to miss it already

but can't think too much, cct on monday. damn. they have to give tests and all that projects and shit while we are preparing to reminisce the good old days.

ri life for you.

):

made new friends, didn't lose old ones, did new things, lost a few old things, crapping too much as well.

summarizes up my one month of experience.

2009-07-01T17:07:00.001+08:00

HEY GUYS,

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I POSTED.

JUST WANTED TO SAY

DANCING HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY PASSION

ITS REAL COOL AND ITS SUPER FUN.

AND 4 OTHER GUYS THINK THE SAME WAY. SHOUTOUTS TO

Yeoon - bboy GEN

Chen Wei - bboy AEGRO

Isaac - bboy YEO

ALL YOU GUYS FROM RAFFLES THAT WANNA JOIN US, STEP OUT. its time you showed'em all what we're made of.

join us and we'll train together, have fun and all that (: and MORE IMPORTANTLY we will improve together as a team.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6F3tTDpmWRA and next year we are no longer going to be this bullshit.

interested contact me at mikenem93@gmail.com.

cheers

bboy lil' mix
ri bboy 09

kkz anyway.

yeoon david isaac and i went to esplanade yesterday and we had quite a bit of fun. met a few tampines sec people. just wish there was aircon there, we were all shagged after two hours.

bloody hell if there was a drinks stall at the esplanade subway they will make big bucks.

more coming soon imma go for dinner now.

bbz

2009-06-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

AHHA I SHALL JUST MAKE THIS BLOG PRIVATE

2009-06-09T07:41:00.000+08:00

wow long time since i posted. hmmm

back from china, lots of things to say but im not saying it
cos i don't feel like saying it here
cos my mood was completely spoilt
whatever.

china was fun and now im back to reality. more posts soon.

2009-05-06T00:47:00.001+08:00

yay tomorrow will be a happy day

learning journey

spending time with friends after learning journey

so fun

wonder when i should spill the beans! but okay maybe after june hols. im scared :D
okay but well i guess im not too bad now

schools fun, im dying in it, but i will study harder

this post was forced so it will be short thanks

2009-04-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

okay so finally a short but legitimate post!

wait suddenly i don't feel like posting. AH FINE

well so far april, has been interesting,
lots of things happening, could never be too bored of the bad and the good things

2.4 timing sucked, first of all. chester's gonna suan my 7 secs behind him.
guess i shoulda trained

class time was super fun, all those jokes with kosine kelleh and dj jt whatever, maybe the class is just on its way to patching up! instead of still remaining in those cliques and all. Cliques just suck, really. Don't think anyone's really THAT bad to be ostracized.

except.

*scratches it off*

friends are being cool though im starting to become more of an antisociallifer dunno why, just don't feel like it. maybe its warming up for the actual cold season. I mean come on we have a freaking

FOUR HOUR LONG

paper next week. and its bloody chinese come on i failed my cct by like 0.5 points. I think im just gonna cmi this one.

never mind get 90 again for oral can already. mctong's super lenient.

Wonder when im ready to let people know something, im scared i get uber suanned cos my skills aren't there. I guess blogging about something you like is some double edged sword cos you are inviting criticism from like top playaz. But those who know about my newfound hobby KEEP IT WITHIN YOUR LIL BWAYNES.

did i just suan lilwayne. yes i did.

congrats to

nick12321
ddfb1993
idiotmaniacpig
juliusceasarmilitarygenius
and
Behind the veil of ignorance we are kind in pursuit of security, But behind the veil of reality we're selfish as we know

for winning the jgs twice in a row, i swear putting on the flag was a great idea though you guys could have PULLED it off a little bit better uhurhurhurhur good joke

nickquah, double thumbs up. maybe i could, post some photos
maybe just ONE
out of 5...

have you guys ever tried korean ramyon its instant noodles and kimchi soup

its FWARXCKING KNAAAICEEE LEWLLLZLXLZXZ *spasms uncontrollably*

i feel like doing a blogthings quiz now, but i am scared i miss my favourite ping pong show on channel eight so i shall pass

eh lol joshua acts dam well shuddup about lousy mediacorp acting

but not all mediacorp people act well.
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*scared doreen go oi*
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yah lah, doreen's REALLY PRO.

eh haven't talked for a long time, lets
not talk for a longer time.

just kidding roflmao.

i wish i had a camera so i could take pictures

i think the last five words of my previous sentences were super redundant

aite

cyaz :D

ashraf that joke is dam funny i can't stop laughing at the rap even now. how the hell did you think of it. next biquan

1.2.3. mouse.
ashraf and gulshy in the house.

today's the first day, i know this is for our good but
im wondering what is going to come out of this

2009-04-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

know love.
if ask, be sure am definitely going to accept.

too bad the best things in life are impossible.

2009-04-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

<3

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping
with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again
I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see

It's the same old story of love and glory
that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive
Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying
and I can't live without you
I'm Dying
and I can't live
without you again

2009-04-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO PSYCHOANALYZE PEOPLE

Sorry, realized I was too sleepy. GOOD NIGHT

2009-04-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

MIKE SUCKS.

SOMEONE OWNS.

There you have it! (:

2009-04-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

loyalty is painful without understanding.

2009-04-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

bright just like the stars above me
proud just like my mother planned it
short on all the things I don't want
I'm full of love and longing
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere
you would take me anywhere
still, cause I don't want to move a thing
and that you fit right into me
and all the things I don't want they're full
of love and longing
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere
you would take me anywhere
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere
you would take me anywhere
and it goes, its like a come on come on to me
and it goes, it's like a come on come on to me
you, you say you don't see any part of me
to love in all this mess and I know
you take the good and all the bad that comes with me
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere
you would take me anywhere
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere
you would take me anywhere
and it goes, its like a come on come on to me
and it goes, it's like a come on come on to me
and it goes, its like a come on come on to me
and it goes, it's like a come on come on to me

2009-04-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

also what the hell is a functional group and how do you name it

I want to sleep. and eat yoghurt

uh. SOMEONE WRITE ME A LETTER

2009-04-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

THE OWNER OF THIS BLOG SUCKS

also I realize everytime you ask me to blog here I'm doing (usually not knowing how to do) chem

hockey ftw k ciao

2009-03-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

B-division went into an unfortunate closure but I’ll still have fond memories with the best team I have ever played with, and my batch of hockey players.

We ain’t raffles hockey players. We are Raffles Hockey.

Lots of things have been going on. Sunday could be said to be the worst day of my life, but thanks to lots of cheering and whatnots, or you could just say the sharing of these many thoughts out loud, made me feel better. However I have seriously no idea whether this is an end to all the torment I have been facing. I definitely think this isn’t.

Academics have been going down, down, down. I’m failing just about everything and its pretty unexpected since this year I am actually mugging pretty hard. However things sometimes don’t turn out the way you want to. In fact you can say that in absolutely every instance things haven’t been turning out the way I wanted to. At least for the first 5 days of the week.

Thanks nut for the message. (:

Friday was awesome, yet horrible at the same time. Told nick of some bad news in spite of our victor, and he became pretty sad too. I think. In his words, it’s really painful to be happy while others are sad. We lumbered around without knowing what to say to people, good friends that have lost. We could merely provide a brief exchange of hugs and sorries and cheerups and smiles, but we knew that what we said couldn’t really help, which was the worst part.

I don’t know if it’s a blessing or a curse that I still feel so attached to the debate circuit even though I’m destined to be out of it forever. Lots of things have happened in Sec 3 that I don’t wish to remember now, but supposing that this was the level of interest I had for debating in sec 1, I would never have met these friends, such good friends that it hurts so much to see them sad.

Perhaps it is wrong for me to think of debates in terms of the friends I have gotten through it, is it? But whatever the case, that is all I have harvested from my four years in debates. Perhaps that was meant to be, I have already decided to move on from it.

Nature ended up being a solace for emotions we couldn’t express. This morning I actually made it a point to wake up early, just to watch a beautiful morning. I’m glad we shared this together, I guessed you needed it more than I do. Or was it? During that silent moment I saw you toss a memory downstream, and I did the same too. And more and more, creating a raucous rhythm of ripples that slowly disappeared into clear reflections of the misty forest across.

We liked the scenery, didn’t we. Hope you did.

I did.